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.seethroughme.

.seethroughme.

This life has been more than enough for me ๐Ÿ˜‚
Aug 6, 2023
43
Does anyone ever just sit or lay down and try to mentally stop their heart? Like through willpower.

Probably sounds mad ๐Ÿ˜‚
 
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psp3000

psp3000

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
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that sounds interesting I think the only thing I do that is similar to that would have to be doing a reality check when I wake up after waking up alive every once in a while because when a day goes suspiciously too well I think that my time is here haha

also reminds me of this
 
.seethroughme.

.seethroughme.

This life has been more than enough for me ๐Ÿ˜‚
Aug 6, 2023
43
I think it's an extension of not wanting to exist.

Laying and thinking: Just. Stop. Now.

Like I have control over the situation.

Or holding my breath. But that never works either.
 
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Jul 10, 2023
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I would like to be able to slow down my heart so much to the extent that it stops completely and i'm left dead. That would be amazing.
 
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lucynpt

lucynpt

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Jul 9, 2023
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The heart works on it's own, but I think I can slow it down by breathing slowly and calm my mind. In other word, meditation. -_-
 
lachrymost

lachrymost

finger on the eject button
Oct 4, 2022
360
I used to do this when I wasn't suicidal, just to freak myself out. :D
 
.seethroughme.

.seethroughme.

This life has been more than enough for me ๐Ÿ˜‚
Aug 6, 2023
43
Wish it worked!
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,730
Yes, I used to do it a lot. I used to believe you could die of a broken heart, so I used to try and get as deeply upset as I could in the hopes my heart wouldn't be able to cope with it.
 
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.seethroughme.

This life has been more than enough for me ๐Ÿ˜‚
Aug 6, 2023
43
Yes, I used to do it a lot. I used to believe you could die of a broken heart, so I used to try and get as deeply upset as I could in the hopes my heart wouldn't be able to cope with it.

I'm not the only one ๐Ÿ™Œ
 
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Kera

Kera

Experienced
Jul 16, 2023
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It only goes as far as heart palpitations ๐Ÿ˜•
 

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