Discussion Does anyone else cry everyday, or has in the past?

[moshimoshi]

I'm just at a point in my life where I'm crying everyday multiple times a day. I just feel so defeated and utterly exhausted. I know I'm at one of the lowest points in my life and I want nothing more than to claw my way out of it. I've lost so many people dear to my heart. I don't have anyone that I'm even close to anymore. Everyday is just a vicious revolting cycle of the horrible mistakes I've made in the past couple of months. it's a pain so intense, you know the silent sobbing that is a result of so much emotional pain that it's unbearable, where you're crying really hard but no noises come out. Has anyone else experienced this?

 

[sadman710]

Used to maybe once a year, twice max. Now it's multiple times a week.

 

[Mi Mi]

I'm just at a point in my life where I'm crying everyday multiple times a day. I just feel so defeated and utterly exhausted. I know I'm at one of the lowest points in my life and I want nothing more than to claw my way out of it. I've lost so many people dear to my heart. I don't have anyone that I'm even close to anymore. Everyday is just a vicious revolting cycle of the horrible mistakes I've made in the past couple of months. it's a pain so intense, you know the silent sobbing that is a result of so much emotional pain that it's unbearable, where you're crying really hard but no noises come out. Has anyone else experienced this?

Yes..I cry everyday..multiple times a day.
It's new to me because in my past I didn't really cry.
It's like I went from being stone to trying not to cry around others and completely break down when I'm alone.

 

[bookie]

I cry every fucking day

 

[rozeske]

I used to, a lot. But not any more. Not since my decision. Am done feeling sorry for my self, am done asking why, am done mourning my life. Am just done with all of it!

 

[Malaria]

Sometimes. The past few days have been like that for me.

 

[cheese.out]

I used to cry but now it feels like even if i wanna cry i just cant - i just feel empty

 

[BlendedHeart]

Same here. These past couple of weeks have been rough. I'm trying to distract myself, to concentrate in other stuff, but nothing works.

 

[Ksmиda]

I wish I could cry, it would feel so good to finally let it all out. I try to sometimes when I feel really bad, but nothing happens.

 

[blueming]

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm pretty much in a similar situation, many events over the past year have led to what is currently probably the lowest point in my life. I've distanced myself from my friends and my family have all left me. These days, at times I just feel such an intense wave of pure anguish rising in my chest and I start crying out of the blue and I try to scream but no sound comes out, it feels like I'm drowning in my own pain. It's a dreadful feeling.

 

[moshimoshi]

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm pretty much in a similar situation, many events over the past year have led to what is currently probably the lowest point in my life. I've distanced myself from my friends and my family have all left me. These days, at times I just feel such an intense wave of pure anguish rising in my chest and I start crying out of the blue and I try to scream but no sound comes out, it feels like I'm drowning in my own pain. It's a dreadful feeling.

That's so horrible, I really hate that feeling so much. I hate that you have to go through so much torment as well If I could take all the pain away from you I would in a heartbeat. It really is a dreadful feeling and I'm hoping very much that this low point in your life ends soon

 

[blueming]

That's so horrible, I really hate that feeling so much. I hate that you have to go through so much torment as well If I could take all the pain away from you I would in a heartbeat. It really is a dreadful feeling and I'm hoping very much that this low point in your life ends soon

Yes it's really a nightmare I wouldn't wish on anyone. Thank you so much for your kind words I hope the same for you too, that your situation will improve in any way possible. Sending hugs <3

 

[jacobryan]

I did every day for about a two months. I have only had a couple of crydays the last few months though. But November and on into December were hell.

 

[ClaudeCTTE]

I don't usually cry, mainly because antidepressants make me feel flat or apathetic.

However, in high school, sometimes I wanted to cry because I was alone and none of my classmates wanted to work with me. It made me sad to be ignored and excluded by my peers. I used to hold back the urge to cry because I was embarrassed for my classmates to see me cry, as where I live it's common to say that "men don't cry," so I just limited myself to shedding tears silently...

 

[hopeless08]

I'm just at a point in my life where I'm crying everyday multiple times a day. I just feel so defeated and utterly exhausted. I know I'm at one of the lowest points in my life and I want nothing more than to claw my way out of it. I've lost so many people dear to my heart. I don't have anyone that I'm even close to anymore. Everyday is just a vicious revolting cycle of the horrible mistakes I've made in the past couple of months. it's a pain so intense, you know the silent sobbing that is a result of so much emotional pain that it's unbearable, where you're crying really hard but no noises come out. Has anyone else experienced this?

I know the feeling I'm sorry you're going through it. I cry a lot some days but then on others, there are no more tears left to come out. That unbearable painful feeling you describe is the worst, when it hurts so much you can hardly breathe. The emotional pain hurts so much that it becomes physical. We'll know that you're not alone..

 

[escape_from_hell]

Every day for two years now, sometimes a couple hours. Even in public like out shopping it happens sometimes now. People don't care at least.

 

[Forveleth]

Daily for me. I hate being alive so much.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I cry most days too. I'm sorry you're in such an awful place.

 

[teajay1]

i don't think im able to go numb i've just been so sad for so long. i cry everyday for at least three hours

 

[marchshift]

I cry everyday. It's feels like I'm on fire when I cry. Sometimes I think I could die from the energy overload.

 

[BackToLobby]

I cry almost everyday, I wish I could go back in time to fix everything

 

[Dark Moon]

I'm empty on the inside and my father taught me not to cry because it's weakness he said, so I don't cry.

 

[AnonymousL]

There was a time i cried multiple times a day for weeks and at some point I was just dried up. No tears were coming out anymore.

 

[HopingOnaMiracle]

I cried maybe 1 or 2 times a year but now its multiple times a day. I always hope it makes me feel better but unfortunately most of times it doesn't

 

[ijustwishtodie]

No, I can't cry even if I try to. I feel like I should be crying to denote how miserable I am but no tears will flow down my face. Perhaps I'm just numb?

 

[HopingOnaMiracle]

I used to, a lot. But not any more. Not since my decision. Am done feeling sorry for my self, am done asking why, am done mourning my life. Am just done with all of it!

What decision did you take?

 

[rozeske]

What decision did you take?

Decision to go through my ctb plan..

 

[LunarLight]

I cry multiple times a day, everyday. My partner can't take it anymore.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

I did when my chronic ailment was at its peak. Now I wish it would return to that level of painfulness because it would be quite motivating.