SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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I find some mornings I have to wait a fair bit before I can even get my pills for the morning that help me with everything including pain.

But the pain keeps me from grabbing them!!!! Oh, it's so frustrating. I feel like a lousy POS...
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

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I'm in the same boat, SS. I have been off my meds for 3 days, and I just can't make myself take 'em. They're right here beside me. But, all the effort---to take them with food and then all the other ensuing stuff that needs to be done, it just overwhelms me and thus does not get done. It's incredibly embarrassing and alienating...the inability to just take a few pills. I think I'm going to try to take them with you here for support. :)
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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I'm in the same boat, SS. I have been off my meds for 3 days, and I just can't make myself take 'em. They're right here beside me. But, all the effort---to take them with food and then all the other ensuing stuff that needs to be done, it just overwhelms me and thus does not get done. It's incredibly embarrassing and alienating...the inability to just take a few pills. I think I'm going to try to take them with you here for support. :)

You can do it! I just took them after 3 hours of ignoring that they are there. I have nerve damage, so even opening my bottles can be tough some days.
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

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Sep 16, 2018
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You can do it! I just took them after 3 hours of ignoring that they are there. I have nerve damage, so even opening my bottles can be tough some days.
Oh, wow. I didn't even think about that! The physical pain of opening the bottles! Thank you for the encouragement.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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Oh, wow. I didn't even think about that! The physical pain of opening the bottles! Thank you for the encouragement.

Take them lil candies, hon! I don't even take mine with food.. Hehe oops..
 
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azucaramargo

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Sep 16, 2018
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Take them lil candies, hon! I don't even take mine with food.. Hehe oops..
Thank you so much, SS. :) Li'l Candies. So cute. I still haven't taken 'em. I will, though. I promise. Thank you. Have you taken yours?
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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Thank you so much, SS. :) Li'l Candies. So cute. I still haven't taken 'em. I will, though. I promise. Thank you. Have you taken yours?

Yes, I managed to grab mine and take them. After hours of debating it, but I did it. You can too!
 
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CrushedHopes

CrushedHopes

Ex-narcissist that is looking to end himself soon
Nov 3, 2019
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I know I am going soon, but I still need to take care of myself for a little bit more before I off myself.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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I know I am going soon, but I still need to take care of myself for a little bit more before I off myself.

Yeah, same mentality here. I don't want to suffer extra if I can help it.
 
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mediocre

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Nov 9, 2019
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Yes! I regularly miss them and have to be prompted to take them. Sometimes I spit them out. I don't believe they work anyway.

Sorry to hear about your pain :hug:
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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Yes! I regularly miss them and have to be prompted to take them. Sometimes I spit them out. I don't believe they work anyway.

Sorry to hear about your pain :hug:

I don't blame you for doing that. Mine only just take some of the edge off. I'm still in agony..

Thank you so much, the same to you. x
 
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mediocre

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Nov 9, 2019
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I don't blame you for doing that. Mine only just take some of the edge off. I'm still in agony..

Thank you so much, the same to you. x
Aw I'm sorry. Excuse me for being nosy but what do you take them for? You don't have to answer I'm just very nosy :hihi:
 
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WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
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Yes. I can empathize.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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Aw I'm sorry. Excuse me for being nosy but what do you take them for? You don't have to answer I'm just very nosy :hihi:

I take meds for pain, anxiety and depression, meds for heartburn, muscle relaxers. And I take insulin which can also be a pain to take.
 
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mediocre

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I take meds for pain, anxiety and depression, meds for heartburn, muscle relaxers. And I take insulin which can also be a pain to take.
I take meds for the same things except insulin and muscle relaxers.

Have you been diagnosed with an illness? I've had a lot of physical pain the past couple years and getting a diagnosis has been difficult. I feel like its a tiny bit easier when you know what you have and can treat it. Healthcare in my country is slow and frustrating. -_-
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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I take meds for the same things except insulin and muscle relaxers.

Have you been diagnosed with an illness? I've had a lot of physical pain the past couple years and getting a diagnosis has been difficult. I feel like its a tiny bit easier when you know what you have and can treat it. Healthcare in my country is slow and frustrating. -_-

Severe fibromyalgia, nerve damage and neuropathy issues. My joints hurt as well.. But it's my lower back that's killing me. I get sick very easily too, from just a simple cold, I can end up hospitalized.
 
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Bluefish

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Oct 18, 2019
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Sounds terrible :( im sorry you have to go through this. How long have you had chronic pain?
 
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Wreck-it-Riley

Wreck-it-Riley

My demon will see me undone
Oct 20, 2019
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I was supposed to go and try and get on disability again today. But you have to be there before 10, and e ven if i get up at 6, i just cant be ready on time. And i never sleep before 2-4 am.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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Sounds terrible :( im sorry you have to go through this. How long have you had chronic pain?

I've had it for quite a few years now, but back in 2015 when I was 18, I was hit by a car as a pedestrian and it just made all of that pain get worse when it didn't have to..
I was supposed to go and try and get on disability again today. But you have to be there before 10, and e ven if i get up at 6, i just cant be ready on time. And i never sleep before 2-4 am.

It's so hard.. I just fill out cards and get them dropped off for me. We live close to the building I need to bring it to just in case I have to walk. Disability sucks.
 
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Bluefish

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Oct 18, 2019
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I've been thinking on trying to get on disability too, but i think its kinda impossible at the moment...Thankfully my parents can support me financially but i dont like it.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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I've been thinking on trying to get on disability too, but i think its kinda impossible at the moment...Thankfully my parents can support me financially but i dont like it.

Where I'm from, you can get disability or assistance just by having mental ailments that make working impossible.
 
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I find some mornings I have to wait a fair bit before I can even get my pills for the morning that help me with everything including pain.

But the pain keeps me from grabbing them!!!! Oh, it's so frustrating. I feel like a lousy POS...
Hey, haven't seen you in a while. I'm sorry you're in so much pain. Is there anyone that can give your your medicstion? Or can you buy little cups and keep the pills in them so you don't have to open bottles?
 
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I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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Hey, haven't seen you in a while. I'm sorry you're in so much pain. Is there anyone that can give your your medicstion? Or can you buy little cups and keep the pills in them so you don't have to open bottles?

Maybe that's what I'll do..little cups might help a lot. And yes, I took a little break. I've been quite stressed. I miss your face.
 
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darkerthanblack

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Nov 12, 2019
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Pills won't work anyways, because your body will most likely reject it, so there is a small chance of success.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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Pills won't work anyways, because your body will most likely reject it, so there is a small chance of success.

Oh, I believe this. I do.. But if I don't take them, I can't get through the day at all. They help me get by just barely. Even then, I'm in agony.
 
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darkerthanblack

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Nov 12, 2019
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We're all in agony, trust me, life doesn't stop, it keeps going, it has rules and cycles, I'm not talking about "government" rules (even the government doesn't know what they're doing), but life in general, nobody will ever save you from yourself, even if you go live in the north pole, you will take everything with you, unless you deal with it yourself, it's not going anywhere, it's with you like your organs, if one of your organs get sick you can't run away from it, so my advice would be to take some rest, get away from people because they will always judge (that's their favorite thing to do), and take time for yourself, reflect, adapt and go forward if you still can.

Sorry for my English it's my third language lol also I'm new here.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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We're all in agony, trust me, life doesn't stop, it keeps going, it has rules and cycles, I'm not talking about "government" rules (even the government doesn't know what they're doing), but life in general, nobody will ever save you from yourself, even if you go live in the north pole, you will take everything with you, unless you deal with it yourself, it's not going anywhere, it's with you like your organs, if one of your organs get sick you can't run away from it, so my advice would be to take some rest, get away from people because they will always judge (that's their favorite thing to do), and take time for yourself, reflect, adapt and go forward if you still can.

Sorry for my English it's my third language lol also I'm new here.

That's okay. I have real medical conditions that are ruining my life. Unfortunately, to just stop my pills and rest would be a disaster and I'd likely die.

That's fine. It's my first language and I can barely speak it most of the time.
 
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darkerthanblack

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Nov 12, 2019
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Oh I'm so sorry to hear that really coming from the heart, you sound like a beautiful soul, I'm a spoiled brat compared to you haha
I really hope you feel better, you know it's not the right place to say this might sound ironic but don't lose hope.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
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Oh I'm so sorry to hear that really coming from the heart, you sound like a beautiful soul, I'm a spoiled brat compared to you haha
I really hope you feel better, you know it's not the right place to say this might sound ironic but don't lose hope.

Well, thanks for your words of encouragement. And welcome to SS! You can also call me SS since that's what people find easiest.
 
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Maybe that's what I'll do..little cups might help a lot. And yes, I took a little break. I've been quite stressed. I miss your face.
That's a sweet thing to say. I'm sorry you're been so stressed. And I hate that your pain has increased. Whenever you want to write me just feel free. I don't want to put any pressure on you.
 
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