Yes, absolutely. I'm always afraid of the good things as it is a very foreign thing. In fact, there have been moments where it has triggered me as I don't know what do with it... When you're so used to being stuck and living in darkness, the light can be a scary thing. It's very hard for me to enjoy the good things that come my way as it never lasts. I know we're taught to live in the moment, but I'm always waiting for it to all crash and burn. The worst part is my instinct is usually right.