TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
- 2,028
I don't know how else to name it but...
I can barely link two coherent sentences together.
I struggle finding words.
I forget basic words both in my native language and in English.
When I read a book I have to analyze the paragraphs and read sentences over and over again to freakin' understand it.
Tell me any piece of information and then ask me about it again moments later and I won't be able to recall it.
I'm struggling to even write this post.
My comprehension skills are on minus to the point that any real life situation is like a puzzle.
I don't know how I got to this point. I used to be really bright when I was a teenager. Now I'm the opposite and I'm only 20. I don't think it's from alcohol since it started long before my initial addiction. It's like there's a mist over my brain or even better, like those drawings with chaotic lines. Maybe it's trauma, I don't know. But this makes me wanna die even more. I don't know how I could live so far as a zombie.
I can barely link two coherent sentences together.
I struggle finding words.
I forget basic words both in my native language and in English.
When I read a book I have to analyze the paragraphs and read sentences over and over again to freakin' understand it.
Tell me any piece of information and then ask me about it again moments later and I won't be able to recall it.
I'm struggling to even write this post.
My comprehension skills are on minus to the point that any real life situation is like a puzzle.
I don't know how I got to this point. I used to be really bright when I was a teenager. Now I'm the opposite and I'm only 20. I don't think it's from alcohol since it started long before my initial addiction. It's like there's a mist over my brain or even better, like those drawings with chaotic lines. Maybe it's trauma, I don't know. But this makes me wanna die even more. I don't know how I could live so far as a zombie.