Angst Filled Fuck Up
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- Sep 9, 2018
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I wish I didn't feel the urge to sometimes check out Documenting Reality. For some reason, the gore appeals to me. But I'm also struck by the futility (and fragility) of life when I see some fucked up things. It's somehow strange to me that we have all these emotions, complexities and convoluted life paths - there is so much to a human being - but once we hit the ground from 12 stories up it's clear how we're suddenly just pressurized sacks of blood and guts.
This stuff triggers my depersonalization big time too. How can we see out of these strange golf ball looking eyes? How can consciousness exist from simple brain matter? What's the point of life in general? How did any of it start?
I don't even want to look at sites like this really, but I feel compelled to on some level. It's like on the surface perhaps I'm challenging myself to not be grossed out, but I also feel like I have all these existential questions that I semi enjoy exploring, mentally.
Anyone else a bit like this?
This stuff triggers my depersonalization big time too. How can we see out of these strange golf ball looking eyes? How can consciousness exist from simple brain matter? What's the point of life in general? How did any of it start?
I don't even want to look at sites like this really, but I feel compelled to on some level. It's like on the surface perhaps I'm challenging myself to not be grossed out, but I also feel like I have all these existential questions that I semi enjoy exploring, mentally.
Anyone else a bit like this?
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