documenting first attempt

[pinkroses444]

hopefully only attempt but we'll see. going to the train tracks right now. you know what i realized is happiness is a struggle life is suffering but peace is achievable. i think this will be my peace. hope i can do it but at least getting used to the tracks

 

[fettuccinenoodle]

Are you ctt? I've thought of this method, it makes me very nervous because I dont know how reliable it is. My worst fear is continuing to live but in worse condition than now.

I hope the best for you whatever you choose.

 

[moggedtodeath]

It seems pretty foolproof as long as you lay across them horizontally. Will you do this? Or just lay with your neck on the track?

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree about life, if life is brought into this world then suffering will inevitably be created and experienced, life could never be anything but suffering, as long as we exist it's inescapable. But yes, even if it's difficult, it's always possible to be free from everything at a time of our own choosing. The train method does sound terrifying to me but I hope that you find what you are looking for. Your wish to achieve peace is understandable, to be gone from this world is all that I've ever wanted.