Thoughtforms
Experienced
- Nov 1, 2018
- 220
Do you think working / not working helps you?
I work full time and study to coincide with my job but I'm failing at both due to this. Work is stressful.Yea, currently i am working (10 a.m. - 6 p.m) and studying in university (7-9 p.m.). This means i am busy for almost all day long. Still, this does not help me to get rid of suicide thoughts and does nothing at all. I guess another pro-lifer's favorite advice ("get a job !") just smashed into pieces.
My heart breaks for you I hope you find moments of peace here and thereI haven't worked for 16 years. I quit to take care of my dying grandparents. Then I took care of my terminally ill daughter for 10 years. After she passed I am so fucked up. Suicidal. Dissociation really bad. PTSD. Agoraphobia. All other issues. Now I'm on SSI. I will never work again.
I had a horrible time at school too due to not fitting in. It can be traumatising. Hope today was better for youI'm a student (still in school) and it's hell. School doesn't help me at all, it makes me wanna die even more. It's one of the reasons why I want to ctb.
The school system is completely messed up and unless you're mentally healthy and extroverted, you're fucked.
The only peace I have in life is my ketamine and I'm out for a few more days.My heart breaks for you I hope you find moments of peace here and there
They always need staff at xmas. I hope your dream comes trueI haven't worked since 2015 and I've been on disability since 2015. In 2016, I was living in my car and driving to all kinds of random places, cities, and towns. Driving/traveling/moving non-stop was a symptom of my mental health diagnoses. I'm still unemployed. I would like to work for the post office; working there for 11 years would make me eligible to draw a pension combined with my 9 years in the USMC. Plus, you are pretty autonomous in that job. It's one of my dream jobs.
Not fitting in is horrible, it's so lonely. Today wasn't too bad, thanks for caring.I had a horrible time at school too due to not fitting in. It can be traumatising. Hope today was better for you
I'm a student as well, and completely agree with you. The grades, the never ending assignments and tests, the group projects, the constant noise of commanding teachers and loud students...it's unpleasant to say the least.I'm a student (still in school) and it's hell. School doesn't help me at all, it makes me wanna die even more. It's one of the reasons why I want to ctb.
The school system is completely messed up and unless you're mentally healthy and extroverted, you're fucked.
I work in retail as a sales assistant and I'm 28, almost 29 years old, how embarrassing is that lol.. I have no degree or anything to show for my age. I left school early due to having no friends and being bullied and my grades were terrible anyway.
When I was 17 I did a year in college studying Art however at the end I couldn't think of a career path so I decided not to take it further to Uni. I'm just a waster anyway.
I recently applied to 2 posts at telecommunications, didn't even get an interview. But yes a desk job would be alright.You could try getting a job in customer service and then maybe admin if you would rather a desk job?