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- Aug 18, 2020
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For me this is a difficult question with many possible answers. It probably depends on my mood. Currently I rather wish time would move slower. I don't have a lot of responsibilities at the moment. It really helps that I can relax a little.
Though I think the worst is yet to come in my life. I am extremely anxious about my future. I think it will probably force me to ctb. So I am rather hesitant to the wish that time would run faster. However during my extreme severe depression and suicidality I absolutely had the wish that time would run faster. My depression got better after a while. But I perceived the time as really slow during this pain.
I struggle everyday. I have everyday a lot of sorrows, fears and worries. My healthy friends often say they find it unbelievable how fast time runs. I absolutely can't relate to that. My daily suffering lets me perceive time as kind of slow.
What is your experience with that?
Though I think the worst is yet to come in my life. I am extremely anxious about my future. I think it will probably force me to ctb. So I am rather hesitant to the wish that time would run faster. However during my extreme severe depression and suicidality I absolutely had the wish that time would run faster. My depression got better after a while. But I perceived the time as really slow during this pain.
I struggle everyday. I have everyday a lot of sorrows, fears and worries. My healthy friends often say they find it unbelievable how fast time runs. I absolutely can't relate to that. My daily suffering lets me perceive time as kind of slow.
What is your experience with that?