lamargue
sleepwalker
- Jun 5, 2024
- 464
ive adopted various coping strategies in order to try to eliminate any nascent sexual desires in me
sometimes i frequent threads wherein sex is the main topic; a lot of them seem to be vent posts related to how such and such finds sex disgusting or insipid or that they seek love above all else. viewing these to me is almost a form of self-harm. it acutely increases my suicidal ideation. i often try to eliminate sex from my mind by engaging in something mind-numbing. this is pretty much the reason why i bedrot all hours of the day. i feel like if i consume content which reminds me of sex for long enough, i will fall into some libdinal gulf in which i will substitute longing for self-arraignment
do you generally take measures to avoid allowing sexual desire to bleed into your thoughts? i'm assuming this would only be the case if you're someone who is acutely hypersexual and bereft of all companionship. does thinking about it upset you?
sometimes i frequent threads wherein sex is the main topic; a lot of them seem to be vent posts related to how such and such finds sex disgusting or insipid or that they seek love above all else. viewing these to me is almost a form of self-harm. it acutely increases my suicidal ideation. i often try to eliminate sex from my mind by engaging in something mind-numbing. this is pretty much the reason why i bedrot all hours of the day. i feel like if i consume content which reminds me of sex for long enough, i will fall into some libdinal gulf in which i will substitute longing for self-arraignment
do you generally take measures to avoid allowing sexual desire to bleed into your thoughts? i'm assuming this would only be the case if you're someone who is acutely hypersexual and bereft of all companionship. does thinking about it upset you?