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TomIsNotMyName

TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
25
Some people who died and came back to life apparently experienced their best moments again, do you think that's true?

What were your favorite moments in life? (If you want to share)


I think my favorite moments were when I was very young. I used to always play with my brother, we were like best friends (even though we attacked each other too from time to time 😆).
I think that was the best time of my life. I miss being very young 😢
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
36
i dont remember a lot of my childhood. but i can remember playing with my brother in the backyard when we were really really little before our parents divorced.

most of my best memories are from being a bit older mainly because i remember very little from before high school(and high school was awful. always going into the mental hospital, not really any good memorie sthat time)

theatre gives me most of my best memories. i once got to be in a play written by my favorite play writer. i even got to meet him after, and he said i was perfect for the role.

my main friendgroup that felt like home and found family kind of split up. but there was good memories of us all together before that. one of them had a sleepover birthday party with all that friendgroup plus other people, but in the end only that our small close friend group ended up being the ones to sleepover. the next day we played computer games and went swimming and drank soda and watched the super bowl halftime show (not the actual football though) and one friend made pasta. if death is releiving your best moments. then i'd be reliving that i think. or some other memory with all of them together. i miss those days so much it hurts but i know i can'tgo back.

i hope i get to see it when i die.
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,066
Sorry, but I think the opposite. When we die, especially by ss, I imagine it's like purgatory. All those awkward and embarrassing moments will happen over and over again. All those days we made a special effort to forget in our minds will return. I know it seems like a nightmare, but I just love a good horror film. :ahhha:.
Now, seriously, I don't know what good memories are for me, my life has always been full of shit and frustrations. I wish I had the opportunity to change things, like conquering that girl I was in love with and never managed to get. Something like that.
 
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ginko0

ginko0

To be or not to be
May 8, 2025
195
I mean, if I'm unconscious will I be able to interpret what I'm seeing? Haven't researched a lot about what happens when a brain dies, but anyhow, just the concept of a life recap is amazing. A life hanging onto the things that made it unique.

I hope I get to see the people I loved and the times I were happy.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
877
All my good moments seem retroactively ruined. I don't want any replay. I just want unconsciousness.
 
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aRose

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Jan 18, 2026
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Some people who died and came back to life apparently experienced their best moments again, do you think that's true?

What were your favorite moments in life? (If you want to share)


I think my favorite moments were when I was very young. I used to always play with my brother, we were like best friends (even though we attacked each other too from time to time 😆).
I think that was the best time of my life. I miss being very young 😢
I've been watching Near Death Experience stuff on YouTube and I hope it's as peaceful as many make it seem.
There wouldn't be much "good" to relive but it would be nice to see what good there was!
All my good moments seem retroactively ruined. I don't want any replay. I just want unconsciousness.
Right?! That's my issue. Everything happy for the last 13 years was with a man who now hates my guts and only cared to get in my guts when I was sick and miserable. The grey cloud of saddens has tainted everything in the past.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,770
No, there's nothing good about being tortured in this dreadful, cruel existence and every second is torture to exist, existence is just so evil and only causes pain and suffering, all that's good to me is non-existence, only in non-existence will I be permanently at peace and safe from all cruelty, torture and suffering and the suffering this existence causes is endless, the existence of life is the most terrible mistake and the fact that humans cause all this harm by imposing this existence is just the most dreadful, horrific tragedy, I'll only be relieved to finally be at peace.
 
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TomIsNotMyName

TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
25
No, there's nothing good about being tortured in this dreadful, cruel existence and every second is torture to exist, existence is just so evil and only causes pain and suffering, all that's good to me is non-existence, only in non-existence will I be permanently at peace and safe from all cruelty, torture and suffering and the suffering this existence causes is endless, the existence of life is the most terrible mistake and the fact that humans cause all this harm by imposing this existence is just the most dreadful, horrific tragedy, I'll only be relieved to finally be at peace.
I agree. Existence is pain. There used to be a good time in my life when I was very young, when my brain wasn't fully developed and when I couldn't see what life really is. But it's different for everyone, not everyone had a good childhood
 
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Dan-Star-HI

Member
Jan 6, 2026
27
I think I'll just die, without seeing anything so well as the best moments since there weren't any.
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Wizard
Mar 16, 2025
653
Those people you're talking about had a full life review, not just their best moments. A life review is a commonly cited thing in NDE studies.
 
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HowlingCoyote

HowlingCoyote

" and i said hell is the sun, "
Jan 14, 2026
16
i really would like to think so. the pessimist in me wants to think that nothing happens, its just darkness and youre just no longer here. but the optimist in me wants to hope you can replay all those happy moment at the end of it all
 
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TomIsNotMyName

TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
25
i really would like to think so. the pessimist in me wants to think that nothing happens, its just darkness and youre just no longer here. but the optimist in me wants to hope you can replay all those happy moment at the end of it all
I agree. I hope so too, but I don't know if I believe in it
 
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