do you think my plan is okay?

[Kimuraaaa]

So i have the method and stuff sorted, SN, the other stuff to help it etc etc.

I live in an apartment with my ex girlfriend, now best friend again, we broke up recently cause she thinks we're toxic as a relationship, but still love each other, anyway thats not super important.
Basically, my plan is when she leaves for work, I set up all the stuff I need, schedule my notes to send and stuff, then I'm going to drink the SN and lie down. But I don't want her to find the body so I'm planning on writing a note to tell her to not go further into the apartment and to call an ambulance, do you think this is the best way I can go about this? I don't think there's anywhere else I could take the SN so this is the best I could come up with, thoughts?

 

[S like Siren]

How many hours is she out for work usually? I don't want to be a spoilsport but as has happened before ... inexplicable things happen when one has decided to die and puts his plan into action. You may be found ahead of time and saved. There is this possibility ...

 

[boc]

Okay so my first thought is that getting your own space and some time to yourself might be helpful before you make this decision.

Now recommendations on your plan:
1- Do you have antiemetics? You should make sure you have these to avoid vomiting.
2-Does this allow enough time for fasting?
3- If you don't want her to find the body, I would do it in a different location. IE a hotel might be more appropriate
4- Your timing is really tight when she goes to work, increasing the risk that you would be saved. IE what if she forgot something at home and stops by. Or what if you're nervous and take a few extra hours before taking the SN, you could be found and saved.
5- If there are any other scheduled e-mails going out, I would put them a few days later. Just in case something happens, gives you a chance to retract with minimal impact.

 

[ReadyForIt]

I think this sounds like a solid idea. It's considerate of you to write the note to call an ambulance so that she won't be traumatized from finding you.

 

[Bullit]

I would not want to be your girlfriend,coming home expecting a normal evening,and finding you are dead.

 

[Kimuraaaa]

How many hours is she out for work usually? I don't want to be a spoilsport but as has happened before ... inexplicable things happen when one has decided to die and puts his plan into action. You may be found ahead of time and saved. There is this possibility ...

She's usually at work for a while, 8 hours, occasionally more, I think it should be enough time based on Stan's guide.

Okay so my first thought is that getting your own space and some time to yourself might be helpful before you make this decision.

Now recommendations on your plan:
1- Do you have antiemetics? You should make sure you have these to avoid vomiting.
2-Does this allow enough time for fasting?
3- If you don't want her to find the body, I would do it in a different location. IE a hotel might be more appropriate
4- Your timing is really tight when she goes to work, increasing the risk that you would be saved. IE what if she forgot something at home and stops by. Or what if you're nervous and take a few extra hours before taking the SN, you could be found and saved.
5- If there are any other scheduled e-mails going out, I would put them a few days later. Just in case something happens, gives you a chance to retract with minimal impact.

Yeah I have the antiemetics and stuff, for fasting I figure if I eat before sleeping, then just don't eat when I wake up that should be fine right? Maybe you're right about the hotel, I like the idea of a familiar environment for when I go but yeah I dunno. Good idea on the emails, I'll make sure for whenever I do it that they're scheduled for a few days away.

I think this sounds like a solid idea. It's considerate of you to write the note to call an ambulance so that she won't be traumatized from finding you.

Thanks

 

[S like Siren]

She's usually at work for a while, 8 hours, occasionally more, I think it should be enough time based on Stan's guide.

I think 12 hours would be better to feel really sure ... but I understand since you don't have another place

 

[Seiba]

So i have the method and stuff sorted, SN, the other stuff to help it etc etc.

I live in an apartment with my ex girlfriend, now best friend again, we broke up recently cause she thinks we're toxic as a relationship, but still love each other, anyway thats not super important.
Basically, my plan is when she leaves for work, I set up all the stuff I need, schedule my notes to send and stuff, then I'm going to drink the SN and lie down. But I don't want her to find the body so I'm planning on writing a note to tell her to not go further into the apartment and to call an ambulance, do you think this is the best way I can go about this? I don't think there's anywhere else I could take the SN so this is the best I could come up with, thoughts?

Perhaps rent a day use hotel. You can pay 80 or so to rent for hours during the day, then your body could be discovered by someone other than your ex girlfriend. I think it would really fill her with guilt to know she just happened to miss out on the fact you were going to kill yourself. If you do so in a hotel it would lessen it a bit and she could have at least peace of mind that you didn't want her to see the body. Not trying to guilt trip by the way, it's fully your choice but I think this would be the best option for limiting pain.

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Oh, also forgot if you are worried about them checking for SN there's no real reason for them to go through your bags at all. This would depend on if you're in a western country though.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I agree that you might want to pursue a different location. It's not just about the potential of finding you that evening (and I suspect that any warning messages you post would be ignored), but her having to live in that space. The fact that it happened in her living space will be something very difficult for her to overcome for a long time.