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whatsthepoint
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- Jul 17, 2018
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(Don't know why "US" isn't capitalized in the title. I definitely tried to capitalize it, but it's not showing up that way. Sorry for any confusion that may cause.)
I feel like this country is so goddamned uncompassionate, and it's just trending more and more towards an advocacy of outright sociopathy. The chances of assisted suicide ever being legalized, at least during my lifetime, seem to be slim-to-none. I might very well die of natural causes (or kill myself; whichever comes first) before that happens. I have many chronic digestive disorders that cause me a ton of pain, but does society care about that? Of course not. I'm supposed to shut up and earn a living, even if doing so is slowly killing me due to stress and anxiety. And it doesn't help, either, that jobs are becoming more and more scarce here these days, especially for autistic people like me. (Nor does it help that I'm not a typical autistic person, in that I have no interest in Computer Science or coding.) I had to try to apply for jobs for 8 long, depressing years before I finally got my current job as a Library Page, and even that job is too much for me.
I just want out. I want some sort of hope that I'll someday be able to humanely and safely kill myself and end my daily misery. Yet it seems like that sort of hope is beyond me.
I feel like this country is so goddamned uncompassionate, and it's just trending more and more towards an advocacy of outright sociopathy. The chances of assisted suicide ever being legalized, at least during my lifetime, seem to be slim-to-none. I might very well die of natural causes (or kill myself; whichever comes first) before that happens. I have many chronic digestive disorders that cause me a ton of pain, but does society care about that? Of course not. I'm supposed to shut up and earn a living, even if doing so is slowly killing me due to stress and anxiety. And it doesn't help, either, that jobs are becoming more and more scarce here these days, especially for autistic people like me. (Nor does it help that I'm not a typical autistic person, in that I have no interest in Computer Science or coding.) I had to try to apply for jobs for 8 long, depressing years before I finally got my current job as a Library Page, and even that job is too much for me.
I just want out. I want some sort of hope that I'll someday be able to humanely and safely kill myself and end my daily misery. Yet it seems like that sort of hope is beyond me.