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mob

mob

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Jul 19, 2023
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I'd be interested in your experiences regarding medication, such as antidepressants, anxiety meds, etc.

I've tried quite a few of them, most I can't remember the names of. Right now I'm on 300mg Wellbutrin, and as of now 25mg of Lamotrigine, because my psychiatrist believes I might be bipolar.
Worst one I've ever been on was Quetiapine that I was put on when I was seventeen because I think I had a psychotic apisode at that time lol. Left me unable to get out of bed and 10kg heavier after a month. Also wrecked my body and hormones.

Wellbutrin has pretty much saved my ass a bunch of times. When I took them consistently, I was hitting the gym every two days for multiple hours each, I felt like I was on drugs. I then had a, what I assume, manic episode where I thought I was invincible and didn't need the meds anymore and well, since then I've been pretty much depressed and suicidal the whole time and that was like 7 months ago.
 
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LunarEc

LunarEc

I luv Sharon Van Etten
Feb 13, 2025
62
Im on prozac 20mgs, recently pumped up to 40mgs. It didnt change anything? I dont know I dont feel much different. I guess the first week I was on it I felt more motivated, I definitely had more dopamine. Idk if thats true or not but I felt more energetic and all of that stuff, my psychiatrist told me that it can make me more suicidal? i guess that might be true? Idk honestly. I feel sort of motivated to commit but Im not sure if it's cuz of the meds.
 
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sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
127
I am on sertraline and some anti psychotic that i forget the name of, both were prescribed to me for anxiety. Do they help? I have no clue, i mean i used to throw up every morning due to being anxious which doesn't really happen anymore, but the anxiety itself is as bad as ever. :notsure:
 
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AviG

AviG

The trouble with being Born
Oct 15, 2024
3
I've been on many meds since I was a teen, targeting long term depression. SSRIS/NRIS, anti-psychs, tricycs....
Last on the list was Prozac, which I started end of last year and the greatest adjustment - I feel apathetic about CBT...
I feel calmer, and contained, in my SI experience.
An unexpected turn of events :heart::zzz:
 
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Alek1=

Alek1=

Member
Apr 19, 2024
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It feels like they dont but when I get very anxious and cant get them I feel bad physicaly, that's probably the addictivness of them but I feel down mentally too. The sleeping ones are probably the most helpful
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I was put on Fluoxetine (Prozac) but, it didn't seemed to do anything.

I'm trying 5HTP again to see if it helps. (Non prescription herbal remedy to boost serotonin.)

I also tried St. John's Wort in the past, which I felt made some difference but has side effects- especially on other medications.
 
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divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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Ive tried just about every antidepressant /mood stabilizer out there. Im on Cymbalta is helps a little
 
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SufferInSilence

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Jul 31, 2022
4
450mg Wellbutrin - it takes the sharpness out of everything (good and bad). I don't have highs and lows; it's just a bunch of blunt mediums. Usually that's good but sometimes I do want to feel more. How much it actually helps depends on me. It makes things bearable but actually climbing out of the pit is still on me. My meds are the ladder out of the pit, but they can't make me climb.

I've tried some other stuff too. Sertraline was fun - holy hallucinations, Batman. That one is not for me, but it does seem to help a lot of other people.
 
nyapoka

nyapoka

talking to myself
Aug 16, 2023
40
i've been on anti depressants, psychotics, mood stabilizers and the only thing that helped is vyvanse- adhd meds. i don't have adhd but if you struggle with sleeping 12+ hours a day, talk to your doctor
 
daydrey

daydrey

Member
Mar 17, 2024
18
I have been taking Concerta, a yellow pill, since high school for my ADHD and borderline intellectual disability. It has allowed me to live a normal life. While the medication is effective, I currently cannot afford the prescription costs, so I am hoping to receive CTB
 
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WatchmeBurn

Member
Apr 26, 2023
70
I've tried 14 medications and none of them have worked. I am very treatment resistant, evidently. I'm currently on Venlafaxine and Gabapentin (latter partially for nerve pain, but also for anxiety).

It's concerning that some people here have only tried 0-1 medications. It's common, even for people who aren't treatment resistant, to require trying a couple of things before finding something that works. You probably shouldn't give up on being happy until you've tried more medications. They genuinely are a lot better than placebo as per studies.
 
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sancta-simplicitas

sancta-simplicitas

Mage
Dec 14, 2023
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I'd be interested in your experiences regarding medication, such as antidepressants, anxiety meds, etc.

I've tried quite a few of them, most I can't remember the names of. Right now I'm on 300mg Wellbutrin, and as of now 25mg of Lamotrigine, because my psychiatrist believes I might be bipolar.
Worst one I've ever been on was Quetiapine that I was put on when I was seventeen because I think I had a psychotic apisode at that time lol. Left me unable to get out of bed and 10kg heavier after a month. Also wrecked my body and hormones.

Wellbutrin has pretty much saved my ass a bunch of times. When I took them consistently, I was hitting the gym every two days for multiple hours each, I felt like I was on drugs. I then had a, what I assume, manic episode where I thought I was invincible and didn't need the meds anymore and well, since then I've been pretty much depressed and suicidal the whole time and that was like 7 months ago.
Wellbutrin is very chemically similar to amphetamines, so no wonder you felt high and that it triggered mania. A friend of a family member was on them for quitting smoking and he got so erratic he ended up filing for divorce and having no memory of it afterwards.
 
DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
395
Nope, I tried a lot different ones 20 years, nothing helps so I don't take anything anymore and doctors don't even try giving anything anymore because they know nothing helps me.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,486
I used to and it only made things worse. Fuck that neurotoxic garbage!
 
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Kanoh

Member
Dec 31, 2024
27
I tried out literally every antidepressant substance there is. Helps with depression but has zero effect on OCD which is my main illness.
 
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orangepulp

Member
Oct 30, 2019
58
I've been on pretty much every antidepressant and antipsychotic over the years, most didn't help but I did feel happier last year but the medication hasn't changed so maybe it was just coincidence
 
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Ligottian

Elementalist
Dec 19, 2021
888
I take a relatively light dose of Xanax and Klonopin for anxiety. Just takes the edge off a bit. I also use it to help me sleep. I've tried a bunch of other stuff in the past but all were worthless or worse.
 
lawr

lawr

i love music more than i love myself
Feb 21, 2025
23
The one and only time I "got help" was during high school. My mother took me to a psychiatrist where they determined I should be put on Prozac. It was the worst experience I've ever had, an egregious misjudgment by an incompetent medical professional, and it nearly ruined my life beyond repair. Prozac caused me to lose all concept of consequences, and gave me a persistent sense of impending doom. When I was on it, I became a kleptomaniac and a drug addict. When I finally got off of it, I totally ditched these habits and was utterly flabbergasted as to how I had ever engaged in them to begin with. Finally getting off Prozac felt like finally making it to the end of a horrible movie and just being like "bro.... wtf was that..."
 

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