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- Aug 3, 2021
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I wasn't sure how to best explain this in the title
What I mean is do you still carry on with life like normal even though you plan to ctb? I'll give a couple random examples:
- Buying groceries for next week even though you aren't planning to be here then
- Booking a dentist appointment for in 3 months
- Making arrangements for Christmas
Im certain about ctb'ing in the near future but I still find myself "making plans" further ahead than I intend to live for. It's not because I doubt my decision but because I fear failure/delay and having to deal with the consequences of not dealing with stuff (such as having no food in)
I haven't really given the best examples here, I had some good ones in mind but I've gone totally blank lol
it seems like it would be so easy to think "I won't deal with *something* because I won't be here then anyway"
What I mean is do you still carry on with life like normal even though you plan to ctb? I'll give a couple random examples:
- Buying groceries for next week even though you aren't planning to be here then
- Booking a dentist appointment for in 3 months
- Making arrangements for Christmas
Im certain about ctb'ing in the near future but I still find myself "making plans" further ahead than I intend to live for. It's not because I doubt my decision but because I fear failure/delay and having to deal with the consequences of not dealing with stuff (such as having no food in)
I haven't really given the best examples here, I had some good ones in mind but I've gone totally blank lol
it seems like it would be so easy to think "I won't deal with *something* because I won't be here then anyway"