do you still having hope?

[lanitoasmr]

I feel so confused

 

[nonamegirl]

Do I still have hope?

Yes. At least partially. If I didnt have any left it would be = lights out for me.

But even then I'd have hope.......Hope in succeding with my chosen method. Hope that it would not be too painful ect.

"hope is the last to die"

 

[Woodnote]

I do but it's fading..

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Hope comes and hope goes. If you still have any hope then you still have something to live for!

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I do...

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I am trying to rebuild my life and enjoy everyday as much as I can. I'm doing my best.

 

[BabyYoda]

Hope comes and hope goes. If you still have any hope then you still have something to live for!

Thank you for writing this.

 

[pole]

always in the worst way.

false hope, wishful thinking, even when everythings terrible, it's just awful and uncontrollable.

 

[faust]

Yes, a hope that I will be able to pay for rent somehow in a week.

 

[silent staring void]

I used to think I have hope but now I think I'm probably just too stupid to understand how terrible everything is lol.

 

[Luna77]

I feel so confused

Me too. This is my first time posting here. I'm trying to look for blessings anywhere I can, this is a comforting site. My thoughts have been darker again lately, they always come back, I've been thinking of escape. So I can just watch the world from above in the atmosphere with no more earthly issues to contend with. And hang out with cool others who have ctb

Me too. This is my first time posting here. I'm trying to look for blessings anywhere I can, this is a comforting site. My thoughts have been darker again lately, they always come back, I've been thinking of escape. So I can just watch the world from above in the atmosphere with no more earthly issues to contend with. And hang out with cool others who have ctb

People here seem really cool, nice to meet you all, thanks. Not sure what else to say right now. Peace & love

Me too. This is my first time posting here. I'm trying to look for blessings anywhere I can, this is a comforting site. My thoughts have been darker again lately, they always come back, I've been thinking of escape. So I can just watch the world from above in the atmosphere with no more earthly issues to contend with. And hang out with cool others who have ctb

People here seem really cool, nice to meet you all, thanks. Not sure what else to say right now. Peace & love

 

[Luna77]

I feel so confused

What do you feel confused about?

 

[BPD Barbie]

Hard to tell if I have hope or desperation.

 

[moonandstars]

Do I still have hope?

Yes. At least partially. If I didnt have any left it would be = lights out for me.

But even then I'd have hope.......Hope in succeding with my chosen method. Hope that it would not be too painful ect.

"hope is the last to die"

i do but it's slowly going

 

[qwerty32]

I think I dug myself into a hole so it's fading away.

 

[moonandstars]

I think I dug myself into a hole so it's fading away.

same here

 

[Ipassbutter]

No hope for me. The only thing keeping me going, and has been for years, is inaccessibility to a good method and my own cowardice.

 

[Arrow]

i have hope sometimes.

 

[HeartbrokenViking1]

I went out with friends today, literally had the best pizza I have ever had in my life and a few good beers. Made everyone laugh. Now back home I try to remember those good feelings while I am coming down from the happiness.
So there is some hope that I will be able to get more of those feelings and less of the bad ones if I keep saying yes to opportunities like those.

 

[selfhater]

no

 

[rebelsue]

Yep hope is what is keeping me here. I am a hope addict. I want nothing more than to find my next hope fix. I will find hope in just about anything. It's a weird dialectic seeing as how I am a naturally very pessimistic person.

 

[Kumachan]

nope, also tired of hoping, waiting, no desire to do anything whatsoever, only C T B

 

[kyle]

I have very much hope left and I hope you find some of that hope too.

 

[muffin222]

Yes. I'm still holding on to hope and seeking out alternative solutions and pathways in my life

 

[dandan]

Yes. I've found it 20 years later after my first symptoms started. I am using a dianabol and Testosterone, combination in a small dose with an endocrinologist. It's like trt, or Testosterone treatment which eliminates me feeling bad. Life is a challenge of it's own now.

 

[TotallyIsolated]

I don't have hope, but medication allows me to function.

 

[iknowwhatyouredoing]

ive decided its impossible for me to feel hopeful about the future so i just try to focus on the present as much as possible. meditation helps