Cashewmilk
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- Mar 10, 2020
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I was just writing about this in another post but I thought I'd make a thread about it. I probably sound SUPER creepy, but I swear I'm not, I don't spend every waking minute on this, this is just something that I think about once in a while from time to time, I'm probably being totally ignorant and totally hopeful, and immature, but I just can't help it LOL. I feel like I know somebody who is absolute perfection.
There is this girl I know from school, I've known her since we were 13, we're 32 now. On the first week of highschool, a really nice cute boy asked her out, he was 1 year ahead of us. She has been with him ever since, nonstop, that's like almost 20 years, they got married 6 years ago after she finished uni and started her career (isn't that like the most "right" thing you could do lmao!). She was a straight A honor student, and she became a doctor. She is so beautiful, has always been so kind and nice to me, never gossiped or bullied me like other girls, never seemed to have ANY problems with ANYBODY, everybody loved her. But I am suspicious of her husband I feel like he cheats on her but pffft he probably doesn't, she has nothing but good luck in her life, she's totally blessed. But SHE is perfect, her life is perfect, her family is so loving and caring (they're ethnic but I'd rather not say for privacy), she has a beautiful relationship with her mother, her mom is so proud of her and she always tells her on facebook. And they always had more money to afford anything she wanted, she had a beautiful huge house growing up (I don't know if they were millionaires, they seemed more upper middle class, small business owners, mom was a housewife), her university was amazing, she lived abroad, in the US, she worked in the USA as a doctor. Her facebook is full of photos of her and her husband and family in different places around the world, they love to travel and go on vacations, and just a couple of selfies. She's not self absorbed, she barely wears makeup or cares about fashion or stupid shoes, she doesn't flash her wealth, she's so humble and modest, she blows other girls out of the water in terms of beauty and style, she's extremely classy. She's literally the most perfect human being I have ever met in my life. Last year she had a baby, of course she had a smooth perfect pregnancy, gave birth to a perfect baby - doesn't even look like she was pregnant, I literally just creeped her FB now (I do it like once every couple of years I'm not a total complete stalker LOL but yes I do stalk her for sure and creep her page I will admit), her baby is almost a year old now, she's a beautiful baby! WTF I was actually secretly hoping her baby would be average (you know how some babies don't turn out so great in the beginning LOL,) I know I'm such a sick human being. I'm pathetic, I know, no need to say it.
But seriously, people always say there is no such thing as perfect. But I really think there is.. I have known her since we were kids, I went to her house and met her family, I've been watching her for almost 20 years on the internet on social media accounts, she is literally perfection, I know, I know, people only post the good things on social media, but I see the comments and I have creeped her family members, I just don't think she's like that. I don't think she's ever had a single bad thing happen to her in her life, I'm sure she's had ups and downs, but NOTHING like what I've been through, it's probably just normal things (I even doubt that sometimes though). On her facebook she has a passage from the movie "The Secret" about the law of attraction, and being a good person. She is literally every parent's dream. Whenever I see other girls who think they're so much better than everyone, and when my mom tries to compare me with shit heads who make a lot of money, I always think back to this girl, her pedestal is so high I haven't found a single person to match her, not even celebrities, it makes me feel better to be honest, just because I know she exists and I know her, and I know there are better people out there. Like she clearly wasn't born with a single mental illness or personality disorder, she was totally born into a functional and supportive family, so I don't know if she "deserves" her life, BUT, she's SUPER humble, and super kind, so I do think she deserves her amazing life. I know girls who have pretty amazing lives, some of her own friends actually who come from the exact same type of background (same ethnicity/tribe, same neighborhood and income level growing up, same looks), but they're mean and nasty girls and don't deserve what they were given, in my opinion.
Do you know or suspect anyone in your personal life, that might be perfect, or who seems like they have an amazing life and seems like they've never had anything bad to them? I want to know! I wonder about this, I've never really told anyone this, except my sister. My sister says she hasn't met anyone like her ever. I know, I know, some of you guys will totally think I'm super creepy and being dramatic, and attributing god like qualities to a human. Yes I am a bit creepy like this, I'll admit, so what? It's not like I printed her photos and made a shrine in my closet, or found out where she lives and stalk her, LOL, all I do is creep facebook when I'm super bored or thinking about people, I am a people observer and watcher. Some people watch birds, I watch people AND birds, and insects, and all animals. I love seeing how other humans live, it's something that interests me, I guess because I'm such a HUGE fuck up and I hate myself and want to die, I like to wonder what it's like to not be so mentally disabled like myself, I wonder what it's like to be normal, or just different from me. I have always been that way, I could sit somewhere and stare at things for hours and just think, my mind just goes on and on and on, it never stops. Even when I'm sleeping, I'm in a vivid dream, my mind NEVER sleeps. This girl also gives me a little bit of faith in humanity, like I have no faith at all, but her existence gives me some hope that a human being is capable and has the potential to be great. Anyways I'm sorry if I creeped anyone out or offended you! This is one of my deepest darkest secrets I guess, I felt like sharing and was curious if anyone else has had this experience. Plus I've been on hold with my government services line for almost 3 hours so I'm trying to kill time!
There is this girl I know from school, I've known her since we were 13, we're 32 now. On the first week of highschool, a really nice cute boy asked her out, he was 1 year ahead of us. She has been with him ever since, nonstop, that's like almost 20 years, they got married 6 years ago after she finished uni and started her career (isn't that like the most "right" thing you could do lmao!). She was a straight A honor student, and she became a doctor. She is so beautiful, has always been so kind and nice to me, never gossiped or bullied me like other girls, never seemed to have ANY problems with ANYBODY, everybody loved her. But I am suspicious of her husband I feel like he cheats on her but pffft he probably doesn't, she has nothing but good luck in her life, she's totally blessed. But SHE is perfect, her life is perfect, her family is so loving and caring (they're ethnic but I'd rather not say for privacy), she has a beautiful relationship with her mother, her mom is so proud of her and she always tells her on facebook. And they always had more money to afford anything she wanted, she had a beautiful huge house growing up (I don't know if they were millionaires, they seemed more upper middle class, small business owners, mom was a housewife), her university was amazing, she lived abroad, in the US, she worked in the USA as a doctor. Her facebook is full of photos of her and her husband and family in different places around the world, they love to travel and go on vacations, and just a couple of selfies. She's not self absorbed, she barely wears makeup or cares about fashion or stupid shoes, she doesn't flash her wealth, she's so humble and modest, she blows other girls out of the water in terms of beauty and style, she's extremely classy. She's literally the most perfect human being I have ever met in my life. Last year she had a baby, of course she had a smooth perfect pregnancy, gave birth to a perfect baby - doesn't even look like she was pregnant, I literally just creeped her FB now (I do it like once every couple of years I'm not a total complete stalker LOL but yes I do stalk her for sure and creep her page I will admit), her baby is almost a year old now, she's a beautiful baby! WTF I was actually secretly hoping her baby would be average (you know how some babies don't turn out so great in the beginning LOL,) I know I'm such a sick human being. I'm pathetic, I know, no need to say it.
But seriously, people always say there is no such thing as perfect. But I really think there is.. I have known her since we were kids, I went to her house and met her family, I've been watching her for almost 20 years on the internet on social media accounts, she is literally perfection, I know, I know, people only post the good things on social media, but I see the comments and I have creeped her family members, I just don't think she's like that. I don't think she's ever had a single bad thing happen to her in her life, I'm sure she's had ups and downs, but NOTHING like what I've been through, it's probably just normal things (I even doubt that sometimes though). On her facebook she has a passage from the movie "The Secret" about the law of attraction, and being a good person. She is literally every parent's dream. Whenever I see other girls who think they're so much better than everyone, and when my mom tries to compare me with shit heads who make a lot of money, I always think back to this girl, her pedestal is so high I haven't found a single person to match her, not even celebrities, it makes me feel better to be honest, just because I know she exists and I know her, and I know there are better people out there. Like she clearly wasn't born with a single mental illness or personality disorder, she was totally born into a functional and supportive family, so I don't know if she "deserves" her life, BUT, she's SUPER humble, and super kind, so I do think she deserves her amazing life. I know girls who have pretty amazing lives, some of her own friends actually who come from the exact same type of background (same ethnicity/tribe, same neighborhood and income level growing up, same looks), but they're mean and nasty girls and don't deserve what they were given, in my opinion.
Do you know or suspect anyone in your personal life, that might be perfect, or who seems like they have an amazing life and seems like they've never had anything bad to them? I want to know! I wonder about this, I've never really told anyone this, except my sister. My sister says she hasn't met anyone like her ever. I know, I know, some of you guys will totally think I'm super creepy and being dramatic, and attributing god like qualities to a human. Yes I am a bit creepy like this, I'll admit, so what? It's not like I printed her photos and made a shrine in my closet, or found out where she lives and stalk her, LOL, all I do is creep facebook when I'm super bored or thinking about people, I am a people observer and watcher. Some people watch birds, I watch people AND birds, and insects, and all animals. I love seeing how other humans live, it's something that interests me, I guess because I'm such a HUGE fuck up and I hate myself and want to die, I like to wonder what it's like to not be so mentally disabled like myself, I wonder what it's like to be normal, or just different from me. I have always been that way, I could sit somewhere and stare at things for hours and just think, my mind just goes on and on and on, it never stops. Even when I'm sleeping, I'm in a vivid dream, my mind NEVER sleeps. This girl also gives me a little bit of faith in humanity, like I have no faith at all, but her existence gives me some hope that a human being is capable and has the potential to be great. Anyways I'm sorry if I creeped anyone out or offended you! This is one of my deepest darkest secrets I guess, I felt like sharing and was curious if anyone else has had this experience. Plus I've been on hold with my government services line for almost 3 hours so I'm trying to kill time!