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sadcausebad

sadcausebad

Member
Feb 17, 2024
39
I regret not finishing college or getting a GED, I regret not trying to go after the girl I loved instead of settling down as well. I wish I wasn't a coward who ran away from the only person who genuinely cared about me and stayed in a relationship with someone who barely tolerates me.

I also regret not doing anything to work towards my career because now I'm unemployed and on welfare waiting to either ctb or die slowly
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,865
I just regret how I existed in the first place, that is all. I have no interest in something so harmful, undesirable and futile as existence, I'd prefer to not exist no matter what, all I've wished for is this existence to peacefully disappear into nothingness.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I regret not traveling to more places, I've always wanted to see the world. I've already been to a lot of places, but there are still so many places I haven't been. I had the chance to go to the Middle East last March, and I regret not going.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I regret not ctb years ago
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
I regret not traveling to more places, I've always wanted to see the world. I've already been to a lot of places, but there are still so many places I haven't been. I had the chance to go to the Middle East last March, and I regret not going.
You would have regretted it more if you had gone. I live in the Middle East and life here is hell, unless you live in the Emirates or Kuwait...etc.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
You would have regretted it more if you had gone. I live in the Middle East and life here is hell, unless you live in the Emirates or Kuwait...etc.
I was gonna go to Qatar and the Emirates
 
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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
339
I regret not ctb years ago
Agreed!
I regret marrying my first ex and getting involved with his family except his 3 nieces. Also, I regret that Pamela didn't get me aborted like the others she got rid of
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I regret not killing myself as early as possible. Of course I can't regret being born as I never chose that
 
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AnxietyHangover

AnxietyHangover

Empty, medicated shell of a human
Aug 20, 2022
251
I regret not taking the sn late 2022 when I had the chance to do it conveniently. I was fooled by "it gets better".
 
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synchroscope

Member
Oct 29, 2023
30
Also regret not ctb sooner. If I could go back in time and meet my former selves, the first and only words out of my mouth would be, "It doesn't get better. Just do it already."
 
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Homo erectus

Homo erectus

Mage
Mar 7, 2023
560
Does regret cause a person to choose to relive the same life again?
 
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sadcausebad

sadcausebad

Member
Feb 17, 2024
39
You would have regretted it more if you had gone. I live in the Middle East and life here is hell, unless you live in the Emirates or Kuwait...etc.
I understand this, I have family there. It sucks I haven't seen any of them for over 20 years almost.
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
eh not really, i don't process regrets at all because i never cared for life anyways.

Probably shooting myself when i had the chance, i had less SI back as a kid, couldn't do it now.
I've stuck a barrel in my mouth much later and i just can't dude..
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,219
I'm not big on regret. I feel like we make the best decisions we can at the time. With retrospect, I probably should have made a few different career decisions but, I don't think they would have made me happier ultimately. It's usually being unhappy in life that made me make major changes. If I'd stayed in those same situations, I doubt I would have magically become happier.

I maybe could have saved myself a whole lot of pain if I'd begged my Dad not to remarry- to avoid growing up with a (suspected) narcissist but- I knew that would have ruined any chance he had to be happy.

What I definitely do regret is not staying in better contact with people who did a huge amount for me in my life. That was really selfish and now, they're dead- so- it's too late.
 
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cold_severance

Student
Dec 11, 2023
139
i regret not getting conscripted to military service. it wouldve been a way to escape my family back then. i also regret giving meds and therapy way more time and effort that this useless shit deserves.
 
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f1lth

f1lth

fleabag
Jul 9, 2023
66
yes, so many things. I also regret not finishing school and i regret trying to overdose knowing that it was likely for me to found and saved several times by someone who just wanted to make money off of me and keep me addicted to drugs. That will always get to me.