Do you practise?

[hmnow]

I place a noose around my neck about once a week. I put the other end through a hook in the ceiling and hold it with onc hand. In kneel and feel it pull till I almost pass out

I am hoping one day I can anchor it to something and go all the way

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Practice is so important, because it helps with SI and makes you feel secure. I practice all the time with my exit bag. I sit in the patio chair I got and place the plastic bag around my head and tighten it, and then I just relax and breathe deeply, like I would be breathing the gas. Until I know I'm ready to follow through with the method.

 

[hmnow]

Practice is so important, because it helps with SI and makes you feel secure. I practice all the time with my exit bag. I sit in the patio chair I got and place the plastic bag around my head and tighten it, and then I just relax and breathe deeply, like I would be breathing the gas. Until I know I'm ready to follow through with the method.

If you are serious about CTB I think you need to go through the motions so its not new to you.
It's hard to practise full suspension, but partial allows you feel what it might be like. Nothing stops you from changing things and going all the way either

 

[Terrible_Life_99]

I place a noose around my neck about once a week. I put the other end through a hook in the ceiling and hold it with onc hand. In kneel and feel it pull till I almost pass out

I am hoping one day I can anchor it to something and go all the way

I do my tests by putting the noose on my neck, tighten it and then pull the rope up. I have a question, whenever you get near unconsciousness how does it feel like?

 

[Liebestod]

Yes I practice with my nerf gun rifle, I practiced today in fact.

 

[hmnow]

I do my tests by putting the noose on my neck, tighten it and then pull the rope up. I have a question, whenever you get near unconsciousness how does it feel like?

I find the edge of my sight starts to get dark and I just stare at something on the wall. My ears begin to ring and head feels like it is about to explore

 

[Wrath]

I don't really know if this counts, but I have a container of the amount of chemical that I will need to ingest to die. I hold it when I sleep sometimes. I don't think it will help with the end, but that's the bottle that I will be holding when I go. So maybe it will help a little bit.

 

[hmnow]

I don't really know if this counts, but I have a container of the amount of chemical that I will need to ingest to die. I hold it when I sleep sometimes. I don't think it will help with the end, but that's the bottle that I will be holding when I go. So maybe it will help a little bit.

a lot of things are just finding ways to be comforted, so it probably does count

 

[Terrible_Life_99]

I find the edge of my sight starts to get dark and I just stare at something on the wall. My ears begin to ring and head feels like it is about to explore

Interesting in my case its also a strange feeling on my head but also on arms and legs and that feeling is somehow like an electric shock