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NutOrat

NutOrat

Sleepwalking
Jun 11, 2025
70
I want to discuss quite a few things, but my head is mush and my limbs are barely moving half the time. I wish I could write more freely, faster, not take upwards of an hour to write a single post. Aside form posting, I envy creative people who are depressed and suicidal but still pump out work after work, I can't imagine how they have all that drive.

Also replying to other people's posts. I wish I could do it more, but often all I can do is read and leave an emote. It's not just lack of will, it's often having trouble finding words and fearing they might come off the wrong way. How about you?
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
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my brain is damaged by the sepsis and a lot of medication and it is much more difficult for me to express myself in English than in my native language
 
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loakms8

loakms8

my forking dad should have used condom!!!!!!!!
Oct 19, 2025
33
same, i cant even get out of bed😢
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,286
A bit low on energy these days, yes. I also feel almost guilty for having been here longer than expected, saying hello and goodbye as members come and go. But very much appreciative for a place to come to, where even reading and emoticons can make my day.
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
287
Sometimes I feel this way also, I want to help but I don't know how to put what I want to express into words. And I often find that somebody else managed to express what I wanted to say much better so I don't bother.
 
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Greyhawk

Greyhawk

Member
Jan 3, 2025
91
I'm exactly the same. I'm somewhat critical of myself so I'll often end up writing writing posts but then deleting them. That's why I have done most of my posting after I've been drinking. But most of the time I don't even have the energy to start typing because I'm not very good at articulating my thoughts and English isn't my native language.
 
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