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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
- 4,993
I think many of mine OCD behaviors are irrational. Most of the time they are a huge burden for me. But in seldom cases they helped to avoid issues. I am such a control freak.
I have rebeled against taking medication a long time despite the fact I knew it was dangerous as fuck. I was pretty paranoid and unstable but I wanted to protest against my life. The time was horrible. I really appreciate the better life quality since I am taking them but to a certain degree I can understand that I did not want to accept them.
Sometimes I am just too lazy to the right things. I am so lazy concerning sports. This will probably fuck my bones if I become old. But there were times for me when almost everything was irrelevant. When I was extremely depressed I did not brush my teeth enough and did not to go to doctors. I am glad I have changed that. Though I think I am again at rock bottom I won't have the discipline or will-power to the righ thing.
I have rebeled against taking medication a long time despite the fact I knew it was dangerous as fuck. I was pretty paranoid and unstable but I wanted to protest against my life. The time was horrible. I really appreciate the better life quality since I am taking them but to a certain degree I can understand that I did not want to accept them.
Sometimes I am just too lazy to the right things. I am so lazy concerning sports. This will probably fuck my bones if I become old. But there were times for me when almost everything was irrelevant. When I was extremely depressed I did not brush my teeth enough and did not to go to doctors. I am glad I have changed that. Though I think I am again at rock bottom I won't have the discipline or will-power to the righ thing.