Do you have a date and method?

[Trashcan]

I get the house to myself for an hour on Monday and plan to do it then (unless I wimp out). I am so excited. My method is full suspension hanging. I am tidying my room to prepare and will write the note on Monday. I am doing homework for next week just in case I wimp out, but it is nice thinking that tomorrow could be my last shift at work (it's also a part time job, so it won't be a very long shift). Monday could be my last day at school. Today could be the last Saturday I ever live. Tomorrow could be the last full day I ever live. And Monday, the day after tomorrow, could be my last day on earth. It will have to be done in the evening, but I'm excited... I might have less than 48 hours on this planet.

For other people: do you have a date and method?

 

[cap]

I hope everything goes as you planned. Full suspension is my way to go too, haven't decided the date yet. Where are you planning to place the rope, below or above the adams apple? Also do you know how long it takes to go unconscious?

 

[Radaghest]

Before the New Year.
Either N or Partial.
Id prefer to lose conciousness before I die.

 

[Voldmort]

hi, your method would not be shot with firearm? I hope it works out well and that it is fast.

I have the sn method. the date must be before the end of the school year and after the Christmas holidays because I need the class schedule to do ctb without being founded.

 

[Virgo]

hi, your method would not be shot with firearm? I hope it works out well and that it is fast.

I have the sn method. the date must be before the end of the school year and after the Christmas holidays because I need the class schedule to do ctb without being founded.

You are going to ctb at school?

 

[Voldmort]

You are going to ctb at school?

no way, it would attract so much attention. but I need to make my family think I'm in school while I'm actually in the abandoned house next door.

 

[Empty Smile]

I did have a date until I fucked it up, so I have to figure out another time. My method is hanging.

 

[Trashcan]

I hope everything goes as you planned. Full suspension is my way to go too, haven't decided the date yet. Where are you planning to place the rope, below or above the adams apple? Also do you know how long it takes to go unconscious?

Probably at the top of the neck. I once tried partial with a slip knot, non-stretch 11 mm static rope, and the knot being behind and on the top of my neck. My vision became blurry and I almost lost unconsciousness, but there wasn't enough pressure to completely compress the carotid arteries. So that's why I switched to full suspension. I've watched a few videos of people hanging, and it always takes less than 15 seconds to lose unconsciousness.

Hopefully in a few hours. If i can't do partial, I'll do full. If I can't do full, I'll jump off a 30m~ cliff.

Good luck.

hi, your method would not be shot with firearm? I hope it works out well and that it is fast.

I have the sn method. the date must be before the end of the school year and after the Christmas holidays because I need the class schedule to do ctb without being founded.

I decided the firearm would be too violent. I figured with the proper rope, support, and people being out of the house, full suspension can't go wrong. Brain death apparently occurs within 10 minutes of there being no oxygen. And thank you.

I hope all works out for you and it's quick and peaceful.

 

[Roph]

Before the end of the year, I'll ctb. I've found good places to hang and jump. If need be, I think I've found an OD that could work.

 

[Battered_Seoul]

Uncertain date, unsure if I can last the winter.
Chloroquine with acid-generated CO as an added layer of rapid sedation/failsafe backup.
Possibly overkill, but we'll see.

 

[Help_Me]

I'll miss that trashcan guy... Not ready with date, just saving my money on equipment + need to learn a lot. The only available method for me is helium, unless somebody knows how to order N and get it past throught the customs. I can even pay double or triple price for that reliable vendor. It does not matter about money, i won't need them anyway when i finally die.

 

[I’vehadenough]

Hopefully in a few hours. If i can't do partial, I'll do full. If I can't do full, I'll jump off a 30m~ cliff.

Please update us if it doesn't work

 

[Prime]

I try once in every two or three days.

Carotid artery compression is the method.

And it is easier said than done.

Talking from experience : )

 

[Virgo]

Please update us if it doesn't work

Like everything I do, I failed(the only branch I found was in a real bad position). Could've jumped, but I think I'm going to try a higher height. I don't want to end up paralyzed or some shit.

 

[Goldie]

Yeah I'll miss you too TrashCan! Hope it works out for you.

 

[Jane Doe]

Not sure of date. I'm jumping into a river

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Ohwuh I wish you the best, and as for me, nope not yet. *hugs you warmly*

 

[crova]

I remember the feeling, the sweet scent in the air, how happy I was the day before I did it in 1986...
This time - Im not me anymore; just a shell, I dont 'feel' much anymore.
Idling for the most of time, sorting things out, bank accounts, my belongings [no idea what should I do with it]

Cleaning my apartment, my PC and laptops from personal stuff [I havent deleted it yet, I just gather it in one folder and when time comes - delete it all]
I got several external HDDs I filled over last 20 years... so you can imagine.

 

[someoneactually]

Don't really have an exact date but probably soon depending on the outcome of a pretty serious situation that i'm involved in rn at school. I plan to do partial suspension with a necktie since i tried to buy a rope off of amazon twice and both times my family found out about it and took it away :(

 

[worldexploder]

I have a couple methods in mind that I could do on my own. I'm going try to CTB before February if I can gather up the courage.

 

[BellaKAT]

Before the new year but I'm hoping early November everything will align. I'm currently pet sitting til the 6th so I don't want to leave until that's over.

Edit: method is n. And have hotel booked already for the 7th through 9th

 

[Schopenhauer]

I hope you succeed. But you'll be missed here.

My chosen method is N, and I'll do it as soon as it arrives, if it arrives. If not, then I'll try hanging again. I've to do this before the year is over. I can't stand life anymore.

 

[Egddios]

Obtained Pisabental (veterinary N) about 2 years ago, which has given me peace - knowing I have a reliable method (I'd attempted twice before obtaining).

I'm thinking of consuming this week, Wednesday the latest. I've got two appointments coming up on Monday and Tuesday, and have told my partner I'm giving myself this last bit of time.

I'm tired. I made it to 35. Used to be active on Reddit, specifically FreeToGo, Sanctioned and True Sanctioned Suicide; the latest sweep of censorship brought me here.

Thanks for having me.

With love,

 

[Trashcan]

Good luck everyone! I hope you succeed.

And I'll miss all of you

 

[Sayo]

If you go, I'll miss your presence around here, Trashcan. But I just hope you find peace.

 

[BellaKAT]

If you go, I'll miss your presence around here, Trashcan. But I just hope you find peace.

I agree. Trashcan is the best.

 

[RainAndSadness]

I wish you lots of luck, Trashcan.

My date is November 11 with Nembutal.

 

[starcrossedfate]

No specific date yet, but definitely before this year ends; hanging or jumping.

 

[anthomaniac]

Probably partially suspension if i ever get the nerve to, my date would be after christmas, maybe something good could happen

 

[Paulsmith]

I would like to try and ctb before Christmas