Celerity
shape without form, shade without colour
- Jan 24, 2021
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When I was in the deepest, darkest pit of depression I had ever known, my self-hatred was actually at its nadir. I only hated living and saw no way out but death.
I'm so sorry this happened to you. I really hope you can get peace one day or some sense of freedom, but it must be really hard.I hate what happened to me. Don't necessarily hate myself but I have my reality. I used to really like life but after abuse now my life causes me pain. So I guess I hate the people who abused me and also the reality I now have to live in.
thank you so much <3I'm so sorry this happened to you. I really hope you can get peace one day or some sense of freedom, but it must be really hard.
I feel the same way, but sometimes I also get really frustrated with myself.I used to hate myself, but now I realize that life itself is the cause of every misfortune and we're all just effects, so there's no reason I should hate myself and not the world that produced someone like me in the first place.