Do you guys ever…?

[Roseate]

Do you guys ever go through the getting better stage where it doesn't feel completely hopeless, but you're stuck in a cycle that's not quite living yet…? And you crave normal fun and normal mistake? I'm craving so much fun that I've missed out on, and now I'm almost in my mid 20s, I feel bored with life… and it's messing with my mental health. I try, and I want to but nothing seems exciting or dangerous enough and I need to make some fun mistakes, and that's the problem. How do you even began to think of such things? Either way it's getting me to go back to old bad habits

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Sounds like bpd cycles