Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
- 794
In case you are not actively suicidal
Do you feel like you have a good quality of life with respect to your career, goals, relationships ?
I am not actively suicidal but that often changes because I live with my parents, have no real career at age 32, and have trouble relating to my friends and "normal" people and their never-ending desire for money and growth.
All my problems are because I have a very small sense of desire for growth or seeking to learn or incorporate new things into my life career wise or hobby wise.
I know it's a bit of a problem, but it's also something that I am unable to change because it is what I am at the core.
While I eat healthy, and occasionally exercise, I have no well-defined goals or desires, and that reduces my quality of life to a great extent.
Further, I have a very strenuous relationship with my mother, who often suffers from nervous breakdowns because of me. We try to get along, but it doesn't work out in the long term because we cannot see eye to eye on many things. Her personality is an A-type alpha female, headstrong and intelligent.
I am more laidback and soft-hearted than a 32 year old guy should be if he wants to do anything worthwhile in his life. We end up having big clashes, because at a certain point I end up having to fight her when she feels the need to give her opinion even when not asked for.
I end up hating myself and wanting a way out.
Do you feel like you have a good quality of life with respect to your career, goals, relationships ?
I am not actively suicidal but that often changes because I live with my parents, have no real career at age 32, and have trouble relating to my friends and "normal" people and their never-ending desire for money and growth.
All my problems are because I have a very small sense of desire for growth or seeking to learn or incorporate new things into my life career wise or hobby wise.
I know it's a bit of a problem, but it's also something that I am unable to change because it is what I am at the core.
While I eat healthy, and occasionally exercise, I have no well-defined goals or desires, and that reduces my quality of life to a great extent.
Further, I have a very strenuous relationship with my mother, who often suffers from nervous breakdowns because of me. We try to get along, but it doesn't work out in the long term because we cannot see eye to eye on many things. Her personality is an A-type alpha female, headstrong and intelligent.
I am more laidback and soft-hearted than a 32 year old guy should be if he wants to do anything worthwhile in his life. We end up having big clashes, because at a certain point I end up having to fight her when she feels the need to give her opinion even when not asked for.
I end up hating myself and wanting a way out.