Venting Do you feel like there is a plot against your life?

[ultrasharpy123456]

For example I have a curse. No matter what I do I am not allowed to under any circumstance make a considerable amount of money.

 

[Stoldy]

Not against me specifically. I do think it's by design that people like me are poor while others are rich.

 

[Don't want to screw]

Yes, in my many years of life, whenever I got better, there were all kinds of contingencies that caused what I was doing to fail. School, work, social.

I really doubt that I exist to make the players behind the scenes happy

 

[MeltingBrain]

With the amount of bad luck I have had it certainly feels that way .

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

no im not a schizo, my circumstances are just bad luck

 

[90starve]

it can sort of feel that way - every time i try to make a connection with somebody, i am shot down. it is sort of like everybody has collectively decided to avoid me.

 

[pugmaster2412]

I am convinced that there isn't a curse, just a messed up fate for me. If it were a curse, I would hope that there would be at least some type of "cure." It just seems like my fate has no cure, but at least I know the solution

 

[josephk]

i know what you mean. It does sometimes feel that im a punchbag for the universe but i dont think that its actually the case. I seem to remember reading that Kurt Cobain once complained that God was f*****g with him. But i think that in reality its just all impersonal chance

 

[アホペンギン]

For example I have a curse. No matter what I do I am not allowed to under any circumstance make a considerable amount of money.

yes, i definitely feel that theres something against me. Whenever i try to do something, i fail miserably. i think this world was made so that everyone is against me and nothing ever goes in my favor. its so fucking annoying. im so useless even the world probably was made for me to be against myself.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just think that existence in general is a curse. As soon as I was cruelly forced in this world I was doomed to suffer, existence is so hellish and harmful, only non existing can bring me the relief I search for.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

Not the world, my brain.

Unfortunately my brain is susceptible to hallucinations and wild imagination, i often feel utterly disconected and have mood fluctuations normally every second.

One second i can drastically feel my sanity slip and nothing has any tangible meaning or point, i can think of something random in my head and suddenly my personality has flipped.

All within seconds, i feel pretty stable at this current moment, i imagine my brain will ruin that after i hit post.

Every problem in my life is my brain, it can't anchor and it keeps creating temp personalities which have kept me in a sort of time loop.