Lara Francis
Enlightened
- Jun 30, 2018
- 1,627
Depresson is so misunderstood by those who are fortunate to have not suffered.
It is not unusual and becoming normality that i want to do less as each and everyday passes and motivation is on a downward spiral and non exsistant.
I have some lovely friends who i do believe understand my stress and anxiety but their lives are fulfilling and enjoyment and happiness is part of their daily lives.
After 3 years of depresson,I am so tired and my friend said "I cant understand why you feel so low !"
I am acustomed to this black cloud that follows me around and has become part of me.I hate it but its just what it is.
I feel less social each day and have got used to my own company and feel that i bring others down (even though i try hard not to.)
Does anyone else feel a burden and if so,does it bother you?
I am fed up with feeling like shit all the time,wanting to go back to sleep as soon as i have woken up just so i can have some peace.
When those around you start to think its time you should feel better but u feel so far from recovery and question if its ever possible - does that mean its time !
It is not unusual and becoming normality that i want to do less as each and everyday passes and motivation is on a downward spiral and non exsistant.
I have some lovely friends who i do believe understand my stress and anxiety but their lives are fulfilling and enjoyment and happiness is part of their daily lives.
After 3 years of depresson,I am so tired and my friend said "I cant understand why you feel so low !"
I am acustomed to this black cloud that follows me around and has become part of me.I hate it but its just what it is.
I feel less social each day and have got used to my own company and feel that i bring others down (even though i try hard not to.)
Does anyone else feel a burden and if so,does it bother you?
I am fed up with feeling like shit all the time,wanting to go back to sleep as soon as i have woken up just so i can have some peace.
When those around you start to think its time you should feel better but u feel so far from recovery and question if its ever possible - does that mean its time !