Busticket
Student
- May 18, 2021
- 185
I do.
To all the other guys who have a gf.
They managed to acheive what I can't.
To all the other guys who have a gf.
They managed to acheive what I can't.
Me too. I have to get out of here it just keeps getting worse and worseI do as well but mostly, I've been feeling inferior to those who already ctb. I hope I can find their courage.
I completely, COMPLETELY relate to this. :(Everything I know about my inadequacy I've learned from other people. Everyone in my life has shunned me one way or another. The sad part is, I don't feel inferior, in my head and in my heart I feel perfectly normal, which is why this hurts even more. I cannot stop wondering why I'm not acceptable, but clearly I'm not. In my gut I don't feel inferior but I since I cannot share my life with anybody, I feel I don't deserve to be alive, to be even called human.