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Exhausted546

Experienced
Dec 1, 2025
215
I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026
 
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what

what

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Apr 18, 2025
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hell no i fucked up so hard its just right about time i do it this year there is no hope at all
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,178
Same. No I don't want to be alive in 2027
 
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thefarter

thefarter

i don’t smoke
Dec 10, 2025
50
no :3 !!!!!!! yayyy
 
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Carryline

Student
Oct 11, 2025
184
Hopefully not
 
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
208
There is a possibility that I will not be alive in 2027, but I'm still unsure and still have some hope left. But every time I think: is it worth it?
 
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Guy0117

Member
Apr 6, 2025
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I think it's fairly likely I will be dead this year if nothing else happens. It seems like a horrible prison to escape from to be honest -- once you're free, you're out. You don't have to be judged, hated, alone, confused, worried anymore, there's no more endless suffering. You're just not here in the physical world anymore, you can leave it all behind. Everything that goes on here no longer concerns you.
 
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ginko0

ginko0

To be or not to be
May 8, 2025
178
Unless I win the lottery or get a brand new brain, nah.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
583
If I don't do it in 2026, I will most likely ctb in 2027. The levels of my chronic pain will decide that for me.
 
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lovelove416

lovelove416

Member
Dec 10, 2025
14
This doesn't seem to be a common sentiment but I think I will be. I idealize death but I'm not pursuing it currently. It's more of a fantasy than a plausible reality.
I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026
 
zdeweilx

zdeweilx

It's over
Dec 15, 2025
136
I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026
2026 really sounds like the final year to me.
 
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apooka

apooka

meow
Dec 28, 2025
10
i think this year, im gonna try rlly hard to feel better n if it doesn't work then 2027s my year. if i can't save myself, no one can
 
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Ajaq

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Dec 17, 2025
11
I really really hope not. 2026 should be my last year, but then agian I said that in 2025 and 2024 and 2023 so who knows.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,650
I'm also horrified by the thought of it as every second is torture to exist, under no circumstances would I wish to suffer in this harmful, dreadful and evil existence that just tortures existing beings, I always suffer so unbearably a a result of the terrible mistake of existence.

I'll always see existence as an abomination that has only ever caused harm, to suffer in this existence is such a terrible, cruel undeserved punishment, all need is the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence that was so tragically imposed, it's so horrific to me how a human can suffer for decades longer tortured so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting to die anyway anyway.

All I want is true peace which is why I suffer so unbearably from how in this evil world suicide is seen as crime with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more harm and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it truly is the most terrible extreme cruelty how I cannot just choose to never suffer again.
 
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Realog11

Specialist
Dec 4, 2025
352
I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026
Yeah I defo won't be alive in 2027
 
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Exhausted546

Experienced
Dec 1, 2025
215
I'm also horrified by the thought of it as every second is torture to exist, under no circumstances would I wish to suffer in this harmful, dreadful and evil existence that just tortures existing beings, I always suffer so unbearably a a result of the terrible mistake of existence.

I'll always see existence as an abomination that has only ever caused harm, to suffer in this existence is such a terrible, cruel undeserved punishment, all need is the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence that was so tragically imposed, it's so horrific to me how a human can suffer for decades longer tortured so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting to die anyway anyway.

All I want is true peace which is why I suffer so unbearably from how in this evil world suicide is seen as crime with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more harm and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it truly is the most terrible extreme cruelty how I cannot just choose to never suffer again.
Did you ever attempt to ctb?
 
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ceelobling

ceelobling

Student
Dec 29, 2025
115
I hope not. It sucks that I'm even alive in 2026, I wanted to ctb in December. These future questions are always scary to think about.
 
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SomeAdvice

Member
Sep 24, 2025
14
Hopefully much sooner than that. I am surprised I am still here, tbh.
 
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Realog11

Specialist
Dec 4, 2025
352
I hope not. It sucks that I'm even alive in 2026, I wanted to ctb in December. These future questions are always scary to think about.
Same I wanted to ctb in December but I got scared cause of the height when I wanted to jump
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast (2006-2026???)
Mar 15, 2025
500
There's a good chance but definitely not past 2028.
 
MAKE IT STOP!

MAKE IT STOP!

MAKE IT STOP
Feb 11, 2023
35
no. I'm pretty sure that by then, I'll have no one. It'll be best for me to ctb before everyone leaves me.
 
Lilithium

Lilithium

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Jan 6, 2026
44
I gave myself until May of 2027 to try and pull myself out of the void. With how that's going, I don't believe I'll make it past then, and lately it feels like I shouldn't even wait that long.
 

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