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- Dec 1, 2025
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I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026
I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026
2026 really sounds like the final year to me.I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026
Yeah I defo won't be alive in 2027I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026
Did you ever attempt to ctb?I'm also horrified by the thought of it as every second is torture to exist, under no circumstances would I wish to suffer in this harmful, dreadful and evil existence that just tortures existing beings, I always suffer so unbearably a a result of the terrible mistake of existence.
I'll always see existence as an abomination that has only ever caused harm, to suffer in this existence is such a terrible, cruel undeserved punishment, all need is the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence that was so tragically imposed, it's so horrific to me how a human can suffer for decades longer tortured so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting to die anyway anyway.
All I want is true peace which is why I suffer so unbearably from how in this evil world suicide is seen as crime with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more harm and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it truly is the most terrible extreme cruelty how I cannot just choose to never suffer again.
Same I wanted to ctb in December but I got scared cause of the height when I wanted to jumpI hope not. It sucks that I'm even alive in 2026, I wanted to ctb in December. These future questions are always scary to think about.