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absolute failure

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So, do you actually defecate? and if you do, how can you prevent that? How long do I need to fast in order to not shit my pants?
 
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you cant fast to prevent yourself from shitting, because even when you dont eat, your body starts to break down existing fat and fibers as a survival mechanism which in return still turns into shit

your best bet is to just wear diapers, or use the toilet before you do it
 
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okay thanks, i guess fasting makes me shit less then lol
 
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okay thanks, i guess fasting makes me shit less then lol

shitting while hanging is not common but its not rare either, just make sure you dont feel anything down there in your shit container before doing it and you dont have diarrhea and you should be fine

there are some cases of people pissing themselves too, and some even nutting as a weird bodily reaction to the suffocation
 
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Let's be honest, you don't feel embarrassment after death so does it really matter?
 
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shitting while hanging is not common but its not rare either, just make sure you dont feel anything down there in your shit container before doing it and you dont have diarrhea and you should be fine

there are some cases of people pissing themselves too, and some even nutting as a weird bodily reaction to the suffocation
damn, well, if i am dead anyways its not that embarrassing. Just the thought crossed my mind
Let's be honest, you don't feel embarrassment after death so does it really matter?
youre right. But i dont want to make it disgusting for the person that find
Let's be honest, you don't feel embarrassment after death so does it really matter?

thats the reason i dont like the train method. I dont wanna make it disgusting for the people that find me
 
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I think some people do care about dignity and impression left behind with relatives and friends.

See also:
 
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I've seen this exact question posted so many times by so many people on the site lol.
Thing is, the cleanup crew dealing with the body will be so used to this that it's not an issue at all, I can promise you. No one will care about it.

Go in peacešŸ˜
 
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I didn't even realize that haha

Doesn't bother me though, anything that happens to me or my body after death does not concern me because I am no longer consciousness in that body. My soul is free and that's not my body anymore :)
 
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I've seen this exact question posted so many times by so many people on the site lol.
Thing is, the cleanup crew dealing with the body will be so used to this that it's not an issue at all, I can promise you. No one will care about it.

Go in peacešŸ˜
thank you! i wanna go in peace, i will probably make it before march
I didn't even realize that haha

Doesn't bother me though, anything that happens to me or my body after death does not concern me because I am no longer consciousness in that body. My soul is free and that's not my body anymore :)
maybe, its kind of stupid of me to care at all
 
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thats the reason i dont like the train method. I dont wanna make it disgusting for the people that find me
I know of someone who seen the mental health assessment team just after me and he went straight to a nearby railway station when they said they cannot help him and he ended up in lots of pieces. Not a nice way to go, but it's instant all the same.
 
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I know of someone who seen the mental health assessment team just after me and he went straight to a nearby railway station when they said they cannot help him and he ended up in lots of pieces. Not a nice way to go, but it's instant all the same.
i disagree, dying by train is instant, but EXTREMELY brutal and you traumatise a poor platoon leader for no reason. In my opinion, suicide is something very personal and you should not use other people to do it. Is the train method quicker and easier than the hanging method? yes. Are there moral complications? Absolutely
 
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Thing is, the cleanup crew dealing with the body will be so used to this that it's not an issue at all, I can promise you. No one will care about it.

Go in peacešŸ˜
Ever since I read COP2CON's post about what happens after you CTB, I've started to feel bad for the police who'll have to carry my corpse out 😭

The last thing I want is some dude getting my shit on him
 
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your best bet is to just wear diapers, or use the toilet before you do it
I'd rather be found with with pee and shit around my pants than be found wearing diapers lol.
 
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I'd rather be found with with pee and shit around my pants than be found wearing diapers lol.

Yeah, it would be like the final humiliation in a life so full of indignity… lol
 
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Ever since I read COP2CON's post about what happens after you CTB, I've started to feel bad for the police who'll have to carry my corpse out 😭

The last thing I want is some dude getting my shit on him
I just read it too, its really helpful and I really think anyone who wants to ctb should read his post
 
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Can't one just take a dump right before hand? That should prevent the majority of the mess.
 
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Yep, as someone who worked in healthcare it's a big yep.
 
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I don't see how shitting yourself after dying is any worse than being a dead body
Or I guess leaving one behind
 
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