Do you care about your birthday?

[AstroV]

It's my birthday and I don't care.

 

[Judy Garland]

Yes, because it means that I need to kill myself ASAP.

Edit: Happy Birthday.

 

[Huntfish34]

Happy Birthday to ya. And no,. I don't really care about mine either. Just another reminder of how fucked off my life really is.

 

[DPJ187]

I only just survived mine last weekend. It was brutal, no friends, no family just me, my mind and a fat sack of weed. It was a struggle I'll be honest. Happy birthday to you

 

[AstroV]

I only just survived mine last weekend. It was brutal, no friends, no family just me, my mind and a fat sack of weed. It was a struggle I'll be honest. Happy birthday to you

That's rough. Hope you're ok.

 

[MatthewV3]

No, not anymore. But happy birthday to you.

 

[AstroV]

Thanks to everybody.

 

[Ecka-26]

Happy Birthday, and I stopped caring

 

[burglarlydante]

happy birthday my dear, I don't give a f*ck about my birthday, since I was 12

 

[FuneralCry]

No, my birthday is just another miserable day. I do not like my birthday as it is a day that is supposed to celebrate an existence that I do not want and did not ask for, my birthday is the day when all the suffering started. I do not want anymore days or years, I just want to be gone. I wish you the best.

 

[Life_and_Death]

My birthday sucks(ed?)
Long story short "i" made a mistake on my 15th bday. Completely ruined bdays for me but it wasn't something I could talk about so I was forced to celebrate my mistake for 7yrs. But recently the person and I talked and idk... Things are better ish... I guess... We'll find out when my next bday gets here. I was in a major depressive episode for about 2 weeks surrounding my last one.

 

[Murasa]

Many times I even forget when my birthday is, because I rarely celebrated it when I should. Every time it comes it makes me feel bad for having stuck like this at this age, at least compared to how I was and what I could do before.

I think the only thing left for me to do is prepare to leave as comfortably and without regrets as possible.

 

[Message In A Bottle]

I LOATHE my birthday - it's a reminder I'm getting old, and I haven't accomplished as much as I should have. Not that it matters, since I will ctb soon - but it resurfaces how much of a failure I am.

 

[☆AwaitingEntropy☆]

I hope your birthday is a nice one.

As for me, not really. My birthday is soon and I don't really care. Its just another year of stagnancy. I'd sleep through it if I could.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Level up, OP ♥

My birthday is usually meh because most years I get my disability check a few days after so I'm broke on the actual day.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

No, not really. I don't even care about my physical health or appearance, let alone a reminder that I am "alive" (for lack of a better term).

 

[ClownMe]

Happy birthday. Me personally, I hate my birthday, it's a sad reminder of the fact that ive wasted another year in my sad and pointless existence.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Not anymore

 

[Kismet]

I only just survived mine last weekend. It was brutal, no friends, no family just me, my mind and a fat sack of weed. It was a struggle I'll be honest. Happy birthday to you

Happy belated birthday

 

[outrider567]

Birthdays stopped meaning anything to me once I turned 40

 

[NSA]

I want to not care, though it usually turns into just another reminder of what I still haven't done yet.

I still buy myself a nice cake though, just because.

 

[Kismet]

Happy birthday. I stopped caring about mine but I like to tell other people happy birthday. I get through mine every year with a few people from work saying something, but I don't like it. I don't care much for being the center of attention, which is kind of what a birthday is. I've always hated holidays in general and birthdays are related to a holiday except places are usually open on a birthday lol.

How old are you?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

For what it's worth, Happy Birthday. And to answer your question, no, my birthday means nothing to me. I did not spend my last birthday alone, though. I had a few, well-intentioned "cousins" try and make my first birthday after my mother's death more bearable for me. They had never done that before, and although it was appreciated by me, it isn't something that's really going to impact anything for me going forward. I doubt they'll do it again this coming Fall. And that's fine with me. All of the other times I am alone, and that's not their fault. It is what it is. And my issues are more than just being alone. It's a part of it, by no means all of it. I've been dealing with what I'll call "my issues" since I was a child. And I've reached the point where thinking about the future me, the older me, is not very good one, and don't wish to experience what that will look like. Coupling that with all the other "stuff", and, well, I am where I am.

 

[Then_Tomorrow_4099]

never celebrated
no one ever celebrated my birthday, even my parents

 

[Doombox]

I can't imagine celebrating my birthday because I wish I'd never been born, tbh. Luckily there's nobody in my life who makes a fuss or even remembers so I don't have to deal with it.

 

[chocolatebar]

I can't help, but feel bad about it. I count each passing day as if it's a grain of sand falling in my hourglass. Time is passing, my decay will only get worse. I get more and more desperate every day