I understand some of your personal feelings about organ donation, it does give some people the shivers, that's probably the single largest objection.
However, the lives of thousands of children are saved or altered for the better. None of these children are the "cause of your misery and demise."
Peace.
Except you cannot specify who the organs go to, whoever is on the top of the list gets it.
Even if one could, frankly I don't have an overwhelming need to gift the most precious thing I have i.e. my body parts to humanity, which has not been kind to me or given a s*%$@ about me while I am alive.
Did anyone help me when I asked for it? No.
Was anyone ever there to wipe my tears? No.
Was anyone there when my tortured soul screamed helplessly in an endless abyss? No.
Will anyone be there, when I slink off alone to a hotel room, to hold my hand as I take my last breath? No.
Will anyone attend my cremation or ash scattering? No.
Will anyone miss me, think about me? No
If society does not value me when I am alive, then why should I give away my priceless organs after I am dead? With mere few days left to my passing, no, I do not feel charitable or forgiving towards society and that includes their children. The sins of parents passed to kids so to speak, so the parents can know what suffering is for others. If they wanted something from me, they could have shown me the slightest kindness and affection while I am alive. I am sorry about being so harsh but that is just the way I feel. You can hate me if you wish.
Again, I wish I could be nobel, forgiving and charitable like some of you are; perhaps you are better people than I am. But when I reflect upon my life and the pain, I cannot forgive or forget. I am sure the society, which won't even give a moment's thought to me after my passing, will get along just fine without my organs!
I want closure for my tortured soul and tired body. Under the sea is where I wish for ALL my atoms to Rest In Peace.