I understand your point of view but I don't see any other options. I can't go with the car during the day, there is no safe place to do it.
Maybe a note just for him will help him a little and maybe he will understand.
idk your brother but i'm assuming he's living a stable healthy life??
anyway
what if you'd get back home, find a note, followed by your brother's body
the note would say "it's not your fault, i'm better off this way"
idk if you're in the kind of state to think properly rn but i bet that'd confuse the hell out of you
your mind and feelings would go thru so many different stages
it wouldn't be the matter of "ow hey ok he's better off now, time to sleep bc ive got work tomorrow"
you might not be able to think of a different place to do it but i would seriously reconsider doing it at the apartment
you're not only hurting your brother by catching the bus, but also by letting him he the one to find you, along with the entire thing going down in his apartment
his apartment is just as much of a 'safe place' as it is to you
i personally wouldn't even consider the apartment for one second, just bc of him
i can't take control of u, you do you, but instead of finding reasons to make it easier on your brother to ctb at home; you've got to realize that there aren't ways to make it easy
sure, you can't think of a different place rn, but you've got to realize that the apartment ain't it
this is my opinion tho, other people might think otherwise but i'd be strongly against doing it in the apartment, as hard as that might be on u bc u don't know anywhere else to do it