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Idkaho2

Idkaho2

Member
Dec 18, 2021
59
Occasionally, the last case I remember hearing was the one of Hana Kimura and it was quite sad.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,030
not for motivation (i have enough of that by just breathing), but out of interest yeah. i took a couple days just scrolling through the list on wiki
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,245
Reading a news article about a suicide would only make me envy the person that has died as they cannot suffer anymore. It does make suicide seem so much easier than it actually is when you hear about all these people who have successfully ctb with methods like hanging. If that method was actually that easy then there wouldn't be endless discussions about it on here. Life already motivates me enough to want to ctb, as I have a strong dislike for existence and I could never see life as being worth living, but only it's difficult for me to actually leave this life behind.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Motivation no, technical data yes. Study hard to succeed in any endeavor!
 
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ph0enix

WASWAJFIWWNCJCWOAL
Oct 14, 2022
57
it always makes me feel like how can such a successful person be ready for this step while my life sux so much more and I am still here lol
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
852
I don't need no motivation. Opening my eyes every morning is enough to make me want to die.
 
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myfinalform

myfinalform

Member
Oct 12, 2022
65
I don't need no motivation. Opening my eyes every morning is enough to make me want to die.
i really like the shakespeare in your about profile , thats problably my favorite quotation, "tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day..." and i feel the same, motivation no needed
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
852
i really like the shakespeare in your about profile , thats problably my favorite quotation, "tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day..." and i feel the same, motivation no needed

To think he put in words the same struggles and ideas people write on a forum 1500 years later. And we all consider ourselves so special and original. We're all clones. All are one and one are all. Pff…
 
TDF

TDF

Meh might as well die
Jun 24, 2023
475
That's a really excellent question! I've been obsessively looking at celebrity suicides, I'm not quite sure why, not sure if it is for motivation. Kind of just familiarity, getting comfortable with it, feeling validated a little when people with a lot to loose may still choose it. Come to think of it it isn't a great reason lol. But I think mainly to get comfortable with the idea, and it helps me calm down
 
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stage4johnny

Member
Jun 22, 2023
65
I enjoy hearing about them,I guess. I think these K pop people are grossly abused and that's why they kill themselves. Terrible waste of life.
 
Walilamdzii

Walilamdzii

Mage
Sep 19, 2021
585
Not for motivation but to try to glean information about methods, to add to my knowledge of methods that have worked.
 
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sayire

Opened All Doors, No Sight Of Hope, Exit Door Next
Jul 1, 2023
119
yes to feel that it is normal stuff that happens commonly enough
 
enough of this

enough of this

Arcanist
Jun 4, 2023
433
I listen to near-death experience accounts. They offer the most consoling information about what happens when our bodies die.
I'm really looking forward to making my transition to the other side.

 
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jazzcat

jazzcat

dark eyed and miserable
May 19, 2023
138
no I don't see the point in seeking motivation to die, I want to make that decision with a clear head, I want to know that's what I really want
 
ihatethisplanet

ihatethisplanet

Member
Jun 21, 2023
73
I just want to know what worked. It seems Fentanyl is a good option but I have no way to get it.
 
ToTheTwillight

ToTheTwillight

Experienced
May 19, 2023
245
I prefer to reflect to shitty experience in my life that to get my motive juice
 
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hdahsa

Member
Jul 25, 2021
57
Motivation - no of course not but I read suicide related news items with interest to find out more about the methods used by the person. For example where I live, the preferred methods seem to be ingesting pesticides and hanging.

I also get a feeling of envy that they were able to successfully ctb. I also get the same feeling reading about someone passing away in an accident.
 

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