memento_mori

memento_mori

Student
Mar 28, 2019
190
I'm just too tired to think of any.
I'm just too depressed
how bleak and pointless my life is + CTB is mostly what I think of these days.
I just tell them I need some rest.
( just not the kind they are thinking about…)
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
I have never had any even at School when the careers officer asked what you wanted to do when you left school , i didnt want to be or do anything (not in a bone idle way)
 
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Halo13

Halo13

Wizard
May 9, 2019
671
I don't have any. Always been told I have such potential. At one time I had planned to be a doctor. If that would've happened, I absolutely would be pro-right to die. But I don't and haven't cared about my future for a few years now. I've been told I've had a pretty interesting life and I'd agree I have already done many things I wanted to (though none of them turned out as I'd hoped). One part of why I'm choosing ctb is a lack of future because of my past. Too damaged.

People don't often ask though or just assume I have some fantastic plans.
 
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JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
I dread it when I get asked this question. Even before my life got to the point of no return, I always just said I didn't know and they would then give me a lecture about how I need to hurry up and make a decision. Nowadays they just look at me like I'm scum. I've never had future plans because I've never wanted a future. I just keep existing because I fail at dying.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I just tell them I make plans as they come along.
 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

Warlock
Apr 3, 2019
709
Joke's on them. I've never had any plans.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Not anymore.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Yea I'm stumped when they ask any questions regarding my future. It's bleak
 
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