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dyingalone123
Experienced
- Sep 8, 2021
- 212
I posted a similar post in a thread but I just need y'all opinion. I'm like stuck in purgatory.
My mental health deteriorated 6 months ago with severe anxiety, insomnia, and depression. It's gotten better due to Lexapro but I still have chronic pain. My anxiety really stemmed from having health anxiety and hand pain that's gotten better. I am better despite my father being an asshole. My dads temper has gotten better.
My biggest reason to Ctb is due to my the uncertainty of my future. I'm afraid of the future - I know it's so silly, I'm afraid of not being able to do things on my own due to depression. My ex also left me a few months ago due to my depression.
I feel like I'm in purgatory. I can't ask my therapist this question because of course she'll say I owe it to myself to try to live before giving up.
I see many people hanging onto their lives despite having serious mental disorders or bad chronic conditions and I'm just so impressed. I want to throw in the towel after 6 months.
CTB is so hard. I'm existing and surviving right now.
What do you guys think and why do you think the way you do?
My mental health deteriorated 6 months ago with severe anxiety, insomnia, and depression. It's gotten better due to Lexapro but I still have chronic pain. My anxiety really stemmed from having health anxiety and hand pain that's gotten better. I am better despite my father being an asshole. My dads temper has gotten better.
My biggest reason to Ctb is due to my the uncertainty of my future. I'm afraid of the future - I know it's so silly, I'm afraid of not being able to do things on my own due to depression. My ex also left me a few months ago due to my depression.
I feel like I'm in purgatory. I can't ask my therapist this question because of course she'll say I owe it to myself to try to live before giving up.
I see many people hanging onto their lives despite having serious mental disorders or bad chronic conditions and I'm just so impressed. I want to throw in the towel after 6 months.
CTB is so hard. I'm existing and surviving right now.
What do you guys think and why do you think the way you do?