samishii
What's the point?
- Dec 24, 2021
- 103
What option other than to die do I even have?
Got ghosted by everybody, family hates, I a fucking timepass for everyone.....on the verge of being broke, can't talk to anybody...even my best friend is busy, constant feeling of me owing my parents everything even after trying hard to not feel like it.
I can't even fucking go buy groceries from the store coz of the shit ton of anxiety.
Even my fucking university tutors talk shit behind my back, as if he ain't got nothing important to do. Now I got to be scared even when I submit assignments, attend classes?
Why is the world full of fucking cold, disloyal, judgemental, condescending pieces of shit?
If die soon, it would atleast be peaceful, I can afford stuff to go for night-night or partial hanging rn, I've always wanted to do it anyways, why do i feel like I can wait for a bit longer before dying when I also want to end it asap? Hate this feeling more than myself.
Got ghosted by everybody, family hates, I a fucking timepass for everyone.....on the verge of being broke, can't talk to anybody...even my best friend is busy, constant feeling of me owing my parents everything even after trying hard to not feel like it.
I can't even fucking go buy groceries from the store coz of the shit ton of anxiety.
Even my fucking university tutors talk shit behind my back, as if he ain't got nothing important to do. Now I got to be scared even when I submit assignments, attend classes?
Why is the world full of fucking cold, disloyal, judgemental, condescending pieces of shit?
If die soon, it would atleast be peaceful, I can afford stuff to go for night-night or partial hanging rn, I've always wanted to do it anyways, why do i feel like I can wait for a bit longer before dying when I also want to end it asap? Hate this feeling more than myself.