Do i binge drink or slow down?

[worldexploder]

I asked my aunt this morning if she could get me my beer since I was going to be sleeping all day. She did. Wonderful woman. I got a 12 pack of lemon-ade-Rita's. 8 percent alcohol but they are only in 8 Oz cans. She got me two bud lights (which I already drank..didn't have much effect), and two Budweiser's which I haven't drank yet. I asked for Natty Daddy's but she couldn't find them. So far I drank two 25oz bud lights and 4 cans of lemon-ade-Rita's so far.

My drinking days are really the only days were I can feel something good. Hell depression even took away my sex drive. As a seasoned alcoholic it takes a lot more for me to get drunk. I'm thinking - should I drink slow like I currently do so that the buzz will last longer yet not as strong as I want....or should I chug the fuck out of these cans like I use to and get the intoxication that I desire.

 

[worldexploder]

I never even tasted alcohol until I was 24 years old. Then drank heavily for a year and a half until I quit. I stopped cold turkey. Now that I am divorced I don't really got anything else to lose. Can't believe I'm still alive after drinking for 4 years. What sucks is it use to be more "fun". Now it seems routine. It's still good compared to what I feel like when I'm sober but I miss the times were I'd be get so drunk that I'd feel like I was dreaming yet knew I was awake. I drink more than I did back then.

I hate my birthday but I want vodka this December. Thats my real alcohol of choice. Only drink it for "special" occasions. Feels like a cleaner buzz anyway if that makes sense. I do alright on it.

 

[Dogsbody]

Slow down for a bit...