HighwayToHell
Member
- Jan 29, 2020
- 94
Im the type of person who has early childhood memories. Had my first at around a few months old. I remember I was at the beach.
Consequently I can also fully remember the kid I used to be. They were extremely empathetic and could form strong bonds with other people. Kind and helpful too.
I don't want to toot my own horn, but looking at my childhood self, she was perfect to a scary degree. And I guess people hated that. So they made up lies and excuses to beat the living shit out of her.
The person I am now is the anti of what I used to be. The worst part is I can't even find it in me to feel bad about it because I know they're are people out there who are much worse.
My empathy is dead, I can't form bonds with others anymore even though I do care for them and enjoy their company, and who the fuck would want to be kind and helpful to a world that fucked you up at your most vulnerable? I've become a drone.
It's negative yeah but I got alot on my chest. This place is therapeutic at the least.
Consequently I can also fully remember the kid I used to be. They were extremely empathetic and could form strong bonds with other people. Kind and helpful too.
I don't want to toot my own horn, but looking at my childhood self, she was perfect to a scary degree. And I guess people hated that. So they made up lies and excuses to beat the living shit out of her.
The person I am now is the anti of what I used to be. The worst part is I can't even find it in me to feel bad about it because I know they're are people out there who are much worse.
My empathy is dead, I can't form bonds with others anymore even though I do care for them and enjoy their company, and who the fuck would want to be kind and helpful to a world that fucked you up at your most vulnerable? I've become a drone.
It's negative yeah but I got alot on my chest. This place is therapeutic at the least.
