BornofDust
Student
- Dec 11, 2020
- 132
I'm really disgusted by how pathetic I can get. I remember that I got reprememded at work because of a couple of incidents. Which they keep reminding me of for several weeksThen before I clocked out a few minutes on the same day I got reprimanded I proceeded to write a letter about how sorry I'm about how I'm a burden to the company. I really want to slap myself in the face to this day for even doing that.
Especially since it increased my already bad reputation as an mentally unstable person at my former job.
I really hate how emotionally fragile I can get. Especially as a guy. Sometimes I wish I didn't have these hurt feelings so easily. Especially when reprimanded. I want to throw up when I think about myself sometimes. I wish my heart was truly made of stone like most people people in my life.When people( mostly guys) talk about how "people are soft and sensitive nowadays." And "people this generation are weak." And the laughing about safe spaces. They're referring to people like me. And I hate it so much. I want to puke when I think about myself like why I'm so disgusting and pathetic.
EDIT: Forgot to mention. I eventually got fired because of said mental issues ( even though on paper it was for late attendance, they clearly wanted me gone for a longtime ago.)They were done with me. So yeah.
Especially since it increased my already bad reputation as an mentally unstable person at my former job.
I really hate how emotionally fragile I can get. Especially as a guy. Sometimes I wish I didn't have these hurt feelings so easily. Especially when reprimanded. I want to throw up when I think about myself sometimes. I wish my heart was truly made of stone like most people people in my life.When people( mostly guys) talk about how "people are soft and sensitive nowadays." And "people this generation are weak." And the laughing about safe spaces. They're referring to people like me. And I hate it so much. I want to puke when I think about myself like why I'm so disgusting and pathetic.
EDIT: Forgot to mention. I eventually got fired because of said mental issues ( even though on paper it was for late attendance, they clearly wanted me gone for a longtime ago.)They were done with me. So yeah.
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