Diphenhydramine?

[buttercup02]

How much to kill a 18 year old female, 5'3, 135 lbs? How quick?

even if i don't do it tonight, it won't matter.
i'm just gonna have a nice dinner soon or later
maybe play the guitar a bit
then i'll get the job done, i don't know.

I'm sorry, I suck at everything to do with forums. I'm sick of "procrastinating." In a recent thread, the comments there pinpoint the reason why I'm still alive and I'm sick of it.

 

[Qdv]

How much to kill a 18 year old female, 5'3, 135 lbs? How quick?

even if i don't do it tonight, it won't matter.
i'm just gonna have a nice dinner soon or later
maybe play the guitar a bit
then i'll get the job done, i don't know.

I'm sorry, I suck at everything to do with forums. I'm sick of "procrastinating." In a recent thread, the comments there pinpoint the reason why I'm still alive and I'm sick of it.

I was considering this for a short period as well, I think I researched it would somewhere between 500 and 2,000+mg, I also read a medical report and it seems like its incredibly painful and not quick. I urge you to be careful if youre going to test the waters with Diphenhydramine, I took ten 50mgs once and it severely impacted my vision...I thought I was going to go blind but thankfully it only lasted a few hours.

 

[GreenDagny]

You are so young buttercup02 are you sure there is no hope for you? Please try everything you can this is a big decision.

 

[Dubs]

It's very unlikely to work and would be extremely painful regardless. That's why it's over the counter even in this age of extreme vigilance. If you could reliably od on it, you would hear about it all the time, and it wouldn't be otc in the first place.

 

[snowman626]

I used to trip on 400mg regularly without issues, i think itll take a lot to kill

 

[buttercup02]

I was considering this for a short period as well, I think I researched it would somewhere between 500 and 2,000+mg, I also read a medical report and it seems like its incredibly painful and not quick. I urge you to be careful if youre going to test the waters with Diphenhydramine, I took ten 50mgs once and it severely impacted my vision...I thought I was going to go blind but thankfully it only lasted a few hours.

so, anywhere over 500 would be ine? would it be best to take it before i sleep at night so I don't wake up again?

It's very unlikely to work and would be extremely painful regardless. That's why it's over the counter even in this age of extreme vigilance. If you could reliably od on it, you would hear about it all the time, and it wouldn't be otc in the first place.

Is there anything OTC that is guaranteed to kill me?

 

[Dystopia]

so, anywhere over 500 would be ine? would it be best to take it before i sleep at night so I don't wake up again?


Is there anything OTC that is guaranteed to kill me?

This chemical is a delirient at high doses and produces life like hallucinations that are normally terrifying. It's not reliably lethal at all even at high doses.

Pretty much all OTC medications are designed to be safe and even combinations of them are not reliably lethal or peaceful.

I would suggest looking at the mega threads for things such as SN/N/F. It's really not worth taking the gamble.

 

[Qdv]

so, anywhere over 500 would be ine? would it be best to take it before i sleep at night so I don't wake up again?


Is there anything OTC that is guaranteed to kill me?

Right, I agree with @Dystopia

 

[buttercup02]

This chemical is a delirient at high doses and produces life like hallucinations that are normally terrifying. It's not reliably lethal at all even at high doses.

Pretty much all OTC medications are designed to be safe and even combinations of them are not reliably lethal or peaceful.

I would suggest looking at the mega threads for things such as SN/N/F. It's really not worth taking the gamble.

Can I pair it with something else like ibuprofen or sinus control meds?

 

[Dystopia]

Can I pair it with something else like ibuprofen or sinus control meds?

I can tell you're pretty desperate for a way out at the moment.You're really just asking for a coma or damage to your organs.

I'm sorry you feel like this but try and take a step back and absorb some of the information available on the forum if you're serious about an attempt.

 

[Dubs]

I'm very pro-choice, but even I must say that especially at your age you shouldn't rush into this. The concept of a suicide being "sanctioned" requires it to be rational and I don't feel that is likely to be the case for you. Do you have anywhere you can get help at your school or through a hospital? Regardless, to answer your question, nothing over the counter will kill you reliably or peacefully. This website has a section that walks you through the best options, and fortunately they require deliberate planning so they can't be rushed.

 

[Morphinekiss]

Yea stay away from that shit. I've taken over 500 pills and woke up in the hospital after hallucinating my ass off for three days. Now I can't even take 4 without getting extremely sick.

 

[buttercup02]

I'm very pro-choice, but even I must say that especially at your age you shouldn't rush into this. The concept of a suicide being "sanctioned" requires it to be rational and I don't feel that is likely to be the case for you. Do you have anywhere you can get help at your school or through a hospital? Regardless, to answer your question, nothing over the counter will kill you reliably or peacefully. This website has a section that walks you through the best options, and fortunately they require deliberate planning so they can't be rushed.

I have a therapist, I'm taking prozac, I'm trying other measures to manage my depression, but it's just that my parents hate me. I'd rather not go into details. It's a shit ton to explain

I can tell you're pretty desperate for a way out at the moment.You're really just asking for a coma or damage to your organs.

I'm sorry you feel like this but try and take a step back and absorb some of the information available on the forum if you're serious about an attempt.

I really don't have anything other than my antidepressant pills, some ibuprofen, and my gram or two of benadryl. As much as I'd love to get my hands on Nembutal, I'm broke as fuck and I have hardly the time or energy to scrounge up the money to get it. It's illegal in most states in the US.