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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I wish I had some and I wish I had enough of it this would be my chosen method
 
CassieHoward

CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
254
If you're entertaining the opioid route, why not go for fentanyl?

That being said, Dilaudid is easy enough to source from DNMs.
 
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sadnurse

Student
Nov 2, 2021
118
A tiny bit of Dilaudid may be nice to take before taking N…. Too bad dilaudid makes me vomit
 
Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
825
I WISH we could just get this stuff. What right does Mankind have to take our plants like the Opium Poppy, the Valerian (not the root), Coca, our plants away from us. Don't you notice a trend? This world takes away things that make us feel good, release endorphins (under the guise that it's unsafe) AND take away our right to die when we want. Everything that can give us a peaceful death is either scheduled, banned etc. SN is even harder to get now (though websites sell it, we'll have to test its purity before taking it). This world is a very negative place where empathy is hard to come by.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,098
It's delicious, it's delightful, it's Dilaudid! I forget where I read that, many years ago.
 
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BigGimpin

BigGimpin

Student
Mar 24, 2022
127
I have been taken to the ER 4-5 times in the last 2 months, I suffer from severe chronic pain due to a spinal cord injury 37 years ago. I cannot take the pain anymore, the doctor understood and wanted to take my pain away, but even after the third shot of dilaudid, my pain never subsided. Wish I could source some fentanyl!

My life is so bad I dont even have a way to CTB, being disabled takes away a lot of my options.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
I was told once by a junkie this was his favorite drug
 

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