Didn’t die even though I’ve been gone awhile

[Doc]

contemplating rn fuck
Tell me why I shouldn't

 

[Valky]

If you are looking for reasons not to then it sounds more like you are not ready :)

 

[The Unpenetrated]

I don't know how your life is, mind to elaborate?

 

[FuneralCry]

If you want to ctb or not then that's your decision to make, I wish you the best, I doubt that the suicide discussion is the best place if you are looking for reasons not to ctb. I could personally never see it as being desirable to be trapped in this cruel world where there is unlimited potential for suffering and harm.

 

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

Despite the atrocious life I endured I still have hope and am reluctant to die.

Good memories I made with my old best friend keep me alive as well as memories of my grandmother and others

 

[Doc]

Despite the atrocious life I endured I still have hope and am reluctant to die.

Good memories I made with my old best friend keep me alive as well as memories of my grandmother and others

I wanna kms I'm currently taking pics with gun in my mouth

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

I wanna kms I'm currently taking pics with gun in my mouth

There's a particular best angle to do it, otherwise you blow a less important part out, possibly incurring a severe headache and loss of self. The gray matter wont be pretty.

If you became a vegetable, suffering will last a very long time friend.

 

[Doc]

There's a particular best angle to do it, otherwise you blow a less important part out, possibly incurring a severe headache and loss of self. The gray matter wont be pretty.

If you became a vegetable, suffering will last a very long time friend.

That's why I need to spend more time here so I commit suicide properly and don't turn into a vegetable

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

That's why I need to spend more time here so I commit suicide properly and don't turn into a vegetable

Exactly, if you don't you risk Exactly that, that's more torturous than even just existing.

Tried looking up a Nitrogen Exit Bag?

 

[Doc]

Exactly, if you don't you risk Exactly that, that's more torturous than even just existing.

Tried looking up a Nitrogen Exit Bag?

I haven't done a lot of research on best ways to ctb tbh what is itb

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

I haven't done a lot of research on best ways to ctb tbh what is itb

Essentially a can of pure Nitrogen gas hooked up to a bag that goes over your head.

Only need that and a hose and regulator to my knowledge, its the method im using to gtfo outta here

 

[Doc]

Essentially a can of pure Nitrogen gas hooked up to a bag that goes over your head.

Only need that and a hose and regulator to my knowledge, its the method im using to gtfo outta here

How much longer until you ctb I think I will within the month