Venting Did you ever felt like your time will never come?

[Nights]

I always felt extreme boredom because my ctb date feels so long, now it's so near, just 1 day is left, this thought annoys me so much, i felt like it will take decades till my bus arrives

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case it certainly feels like I've been trapped in this dreadful existence for far too long. Even know no matter what every second will always be one second closer to death, finally ceasing to exist sadly still feels like a distance away, it's horrible to think of how this existence could potentially go on for decades, death really is the only relief from this hellish reality.