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louboutinsuicide

louboutinsuicide

i don wanna die i jus dk how 2 live
Dec 30, 2025
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i would imagine the feeling of carrying something in your pocket that could kill you in minutes an hour… would be very powerful. perhaps that made you continue a little longer?
 
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timf

Enlightened
Mar 26, 2020
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There is an ironic aspect of the suicide process in that as one begins to let go of things, once can feel that there is no need to proceed. There can be a freedom in letting go that becomes a reason to stay.
 
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ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

Manhattan Cafe
Oct 16, 2025
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my options are pretty much easily avaliable but despite that, id constantly think about what id be missing out on if i went through. i think about who im leaving behind and how theyd react. my instinicts are strong but, id hate to miss out on things i love and would want to experience.
 

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