finish.me
I need you to feel this
- Jul 14, 2021
- 142
as of like a couple months ago whenever i'm alone with my thoughts or my brain impulsively and obsessively brings up certain things from the past i, literally on instinct, reel my fist back and punch myself in the face or slap myself. Like it's gotten to the point where I'm getting bruises and I can't explain them to people but so far nothing else has been as effective in clearing my mind than doing that. I don't even know how the fuck this started. It kind of feels like I'm not even in control of my hands when I do it, like it just happens and it's been happening a ridiculous amount of times a day. what the hell.