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suicidalloser

Specialist
Jun 30, 2023
365
this place is solace, its the only place left. i need it for methods, i need for peace
 
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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
281
I know how you feel, this is a place where we all come to have each other to talk to.

~I hope for you, comfort and peace
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
yeah it scared me as well
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
456
it fucking scared me.
 
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blitz

blitz

Alive out of habit
Nov 14, 2022
64
Same. I was freaking out.
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,796
this place is solace, its the only place left. i need it for methods, i need for peace
Yes I can relate to you so much - I was terrified - if SaSu was gone it might be time to meet my doom.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,088
I was concerned. Sometimes there is site maintenance. Not sure what it was.
 
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Victim.Of.Life

My bus is waiting
Jun 27, 2023
51
I was scared too. I really need to join the discord. My mind was racing with thoughts.
 
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cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
844
i had trouble loading the site earlier today but thought nothing of it, came back an hour or so ago and nearly had a panic attack. i still feel lightheaded and my breaths are quite shallow but im so relieved, i wouldnt have been able to sleep tonight. i was so worried for everyone who finds this place so helpful. to any guests lurking rn bc they wanna see this place get shut down i hope you find some actual purpose in life and stop trying to ruin the only solace most of us have left in this world.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,510
Happens here every so often. Probably server issues.
 
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soonatpeace777888

soonatpeace777888

Specialist
Jul 4, 2023
386
I was sad because this might be my last night and I wanted to spend it here.
 
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nightshade00

nightshade00

living just for dying
Jan 24, 2023
86
I had the same worry. I really didn't want to lose this resource and community.
 
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hhh_

hhh_

Member
Jun 17, 2023
22
glad to know it wasn't just me because i waited like hours at a time and thought i somehow got permabanned from the site
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
I even checked on the hysterical herd on twitter, to see if they were gloating about anything. If this ever really goes down, they'll be screaming about it.
 
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BlazingBob

BlazingBob

Wizard
Oct 28, 2021
610
I thought the normie do gooders succeeded in shutting it down
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
My heart sank when I couldn't connect, I was like fuck, I won't be able to find like minding people like this again. I'm so glad the site is up
 
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wristcutangel

wristcutangel

What value is there to a life that wants to end?
Jul 5, 2023
167
I just found this site yesterday and same, I was so relieved to find something like this and it would be really sad if it disappeared right after.
 
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worstOFsociety

worstOFsociety

Member
Jan 25, 2023
63
I was scared too. I really need to join the discord. My mind was racing with thoughts.
they have a discord??
Scared me to death seriously tried refreshing the page like 10 times and then tried again a few hours later thought I'd have a panic attack x) was so fckng distressing for me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,245
I do understand that anxiety really can be awful, I find it tiring existing in a world where chance so cruelly determines everything and where existence is unpredictable and uncertain, it's horrible how existing can very easily get much worse. I could personally never see there as being any peace in existing though, for me the only relief lies in this existence finally being forgotten about.
 
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