Help Desperately need help in hanging

[Ekim]

I just want to end myself this upcoming week somehow before Christmas I'm already living in hell and after Christmas its going to be so hard to even survive now I just wanted to hang myself but the ceiling fan wouldn't be able to handle my weight and the only method I can do is hanging the rope is already available but I'm uncertain about the ceiling fan so can anyone just give me a piece of advice please I have this type of rope at my house

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Ceiling fans usually don't work and you have the risk if it falling on you . You should look into different threads about knots, positioning, partial and full suspension and where you should attempt it.
Thread 'How to hang yourself' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/

 

[Gangrel]

without a good suspension point i don't recommend it, i failed that way and my neck hurt for weeks

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

As members say it's dangerous to use a ceiling fan. And the cotton rope might not be the best choice. I'd recommend polyester 12mm ropes.