desire to die

[Seba]

I recently finished a 13-year relationship, in which I had clung a lot to get out of drugs, having two children ... the destruction of the family I had managed to form makes me no longer enjoy my children and only a feeling of wanting to end this pain invades me.
I have read about some barbiturates (pentobarbital) on the Internet, but I don't get information about the amounts that I should consume to end my life. My life is a set of bad experiences since I was 9 years old ... and having to start over is very heavy for me.

 

[Ark]

I am sorry for what you are going through. There are a ton of resources here that will answer most, if not all, of your questions. You can use the search function at the top of the page to find most of your answers. As for N the lethal amount is highly debated on here. My research has shown me that in most cases 6gm is sufficient. Some say more, which more wouldn't hurt anything to be sure.

Good luck to you in your research, I hope you find your answers, and I hope you find peace any way you must.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I recently finished a 13-year relationship, in which I had clung a lot to get out of drugs, having two children ... the destruction of the family I had managed to form makes me no longer enjoy my children and only a feeling of wanting to end this pain invades me.
I have read about some barbiturates (pentobarbital) on the Internet, but I don't get information about the amounts that I should consume to end my life. My life is a set of bad experiences since I was 9 years old ... and having to start over is very heavy for me.

I recently ended a marriage of 13 years where we had two children as well. So I know EXACTLY where you're coming from. Starting over has been very hard for me as well.

It's a miracle I'm still here, if you believe in those kind of things. I still have an SN kit at the ready for if things get much worse and I opt out. I'm here if you ever need to talk to someone who can relate.

 

[Seba]

I recently ended a marriage of 13 years where we had two children as well. So I know EXACTLY where you're coming from. Starting over has been very hard for me as well.

It's a miracle I'm still here, if you believe in those kind of things. I still have an SN kit at the ready for if things get much worse and I opt out. I'm here if you ever need to talk to someone who can relate.

Thank you very much for your words ... I would like to ask you how you do to take it ... for me it is as if they had torn me away from the place I had formed and cost me so much ... besides being an unsociable person becomes more difficult everything!

 

[Sensei]

How old are your children?

 

[Seba]

How old are your children?

9 and 3....
and the worst part is that I can no longer enjoy their presence .... I reached the point of not wanting to see them

 

[Sensei]

9 and 3....
and the worst part is that I can no longer enjoy their presence .... I reached the point of not wanting to see them

This is a pro-choice forum and in line with that I should give you advice on how to die by your own hand and wish you good luck. However, we're talking about small children here. I'm not saying that you must stay alive at all cost for their sake, but I think you should make sure you aren't making any rash decisions. I suggest that you wait and think it through thoroughly before you decide to go through with this. Just my two cents.