Bobert_Beniro
Life sucks and then you die.
- Mar 14, 2023
- 346
I want to feel depressed again. I know for sure that nothing good awaits me in my life, so to make it easier ctb, I want bad emotions again
I used to have 2 ctb attempts before my 20s, then I felt super lame and emotionally made decisions
Then, after breaking up with a girl, I became depressed again for a while, and felt that my life did not matter and I could ctb at any moment
Now I feel fine, but intellectually I understand that I will come to the same scenario.
I know drugs make people feel bad, but I don't want to break the law of my country. And I also don't want to have a girl again, I'm ugly as fuck :D. What can help cause depression? I heard that antidepressants have a side effect of suicidal thoughts.
I used to have 2 ctb attempts before my 20s, then I felt super lame and emotionally made decisions
Then, after breaking up with a girl, I became depressed again for a while, and felt that my life did not matter and I could ctb at any moment
Now I feel fine, but intellectually I understand that I will come to the same scenario.
I know drugs make people feel bad, but I don't want to break the law of my country. And I also don't want to have a girl again, I'm ugly as fuck :D. What can help cause depression? I heard that antidepressants have a side effect of suicidal thoughts.
